EverythingsEventual
Ex-Bluelighter
So you say that you want to be my friend
I hear you're missing my friendship from what you say
Well I'm sorry if I was misunderstood
I can't be your friend, no way
You blew all your chances away my dear
When you lied and cheated on me
The one person I loved above everyone else
Was the one that was detrimental to me
You hurt me beyond all recognition
I pull faces in the mirror but nobody sees
All twisted and distorted it makes me sick
You left a bad taste in my mouth
Oh you made it feel like I was dying
Still I don't feel like I'm living
Just existing
On water and bread
I'll smile when I see you and stick my tongue out
Make you laugh then talk niceties all day
When you text me and you call me girl
I feel sick when the excitement starts
Cause I don't want to feel anything for you
But hatred
You can't make me like you again
But I'll still make me up pretty in the morning
Think of witty things to say when I see you
Feel excited when I know you're near by
Just remember that I hate you
Can't let you near my heart again
No lover should ever be my friend
The problems you couldn't cope with
How Ironic,
People like YOU gave them to me
You're twisted and sick if you want me as your friend
I don't have any more love to give you now
How can you pretend that you did nothing wrong
I heard the stories from everyone else
Of course I came up with some myself
But haven't I more right
You promised me a future
Kids, Marriage, Music, Love, EVERYTHING
Then you took it all back with interest
Fuck you and your illusions
If you can break my heart
I'm sure I can find a way to break yours
You fuck
But I don't want to be bitter
That's the problem I have
I get so far with forgiving you
But then I get mad again and I get hurt again
And you rip off the fragile scab that's holding this heart together
Forget my phone number and forget my email
I don't want to be around you
You can't break me then expect us to be friends
I feel the bitter seed rise up in my belly
The fire and the wrath of a lost soul
Who's been torn in two by a shell of a man
A man who doesn't know who he is or where he's going
But thinks he does
He thinks he knows love
But he's incarcerated
Paying off his debts to society
Forevermore embroiled in the
Abort, Retry, Fail
Which is this FUCK called life
Who do you think you are, Mr
Who do you think you are?
I feel the colours rising in my face again
That red heat that mists my eyes
I want to yell scream hit kick curse
But all I can do is cry...
Then go make myself look pretty.
I hear you're missing my friendship from what you say
Well I'm sorry if I was misunderstood
I can't be your friend, no way
You blew all your chances away my dear
When you lied and cheated on me
The one person I loved above everyone else
Was the one that was detrimental to me
You hurt me beyond all recognition
I pull faces in the mirror but nobody sees
All twisted and distorted it makes me sick
You left a bad taste in my mouth
Oh you made it feel like I was dying
Still I don't feel like I'm living
Just existing
On water and bread
I'll smile when I see you and stick my tongue out
Make you laugh then talk niceties all day
When you text me and you call me girl
I feel sick when the excitement starts
Cause I don't want to feel anything for you
But hatred
You can't make me like you again
But I'll still make me up pretty in the morning
Think of witty things to say when I see you
Feel excited when I know you're near by
Just remember that I hate you
Can't let you near my heart again
No lover should ever be my friend
The problems you couldn't cope with
How Ironic,
People like YOU gave them to me
You're twisted and sick if you want me as your friend
I don't have any more love to give you now
How can you pretend that you did nothing wrong
I heard the stories from everyone else
Of course I came up with some myself
But haven't I more right
You promised me a future
Kids, Marriage, Music, Love, EVERYTHING
Then you took it all back with interest
Fuck you and your illusions
If you can break my heart
I'm sure I can find a way to break yours
You fuck
But I don't want to be bitter
That's the problem I have
I get so far with forgiving you
But then I get mad again and I get hurt again
And you rip off the fragile scab that's holding this heart together
Forget my phone number and forget my email
I don't want to be around you
You can't break me then expect us to be friends
I feel the bitter seed rise up in my belly
The fire and the wrath of a lost soul
Who's been torn in two by a shell of a man
A man who doesn't know who he is or where he's going
But thinks he does
He thinks he knows love
But he's incarcerated
Paying off his debts to society
Forevermore embroiled in the
Abort, Retry, Fail
Which is this FUCK called life
Who do you think you are, Mr
Who do you think you are?
I feel the colours rising in my face again
That red heat that mists my eyes
I want to yell scream hit kick curse
But all I can do is cry...
Then go make myself look pretty.
