Just Play Ignorant

[fairyprincess]

I have tried to ignore it
But I can ignore it no longer
I can't ignore that I don't know what you are doing every weekend that you are not with me
People have warned me
But I chose to ignore their warnings
Too blinded by my love for you
Then one day she stood right in front of me
How can I ignore something that is looking right at me?
She greated me kindly,
not knowing who I really was
She even joined me for a cigarette
not wanting to leave me alone in the cold
I couldn't believe that you would do such a thing
Inviting me over just to have reality slap me in the face
I got so mad at you that night
I didn't understand
Was I just some quick fuck to get you off?
You apologized and told me that you would understand if I never wanted to see or speak to you again.
You gave me a hug goodbye
And with your arms wrapped tight around me I told you that no matter what you did I could never hate you
And for this fact alone I hate myself
So we continue on, tiptoeing around reality
Pretending that I'm still ignorant
All of this i do
Because I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

 

[goodnitestar]

Understand how you feel, and remember that sometimes loving someone can make us stupid, and less of what we are, when we forget to put ourself love first..this is the misery of love, aww to only love those who actaully deserve it! please be strong, and know that in the end it will not work if he is treating you wrong, and if it does , do u really want to be with someone like that? I had stayed with someone 6months longer than I should have, and its going to take twice as long to forget him cause i didnt end it sooner