Just Pissed off,

[Doody OD]

I am in an unusual situation, I have to be very careful how I acquired any of my drugs, due to me work. My work occasional brings in to contact with addicts, and you know what some cunts are like, I don't know how they survive in custody as the can't keep their piss. All I need is some saying to someone I work with I have seen that guy scoring.

As I have working keeping a close eye on my methadone programme I have to be very careful. I even had one dick looking for money off me, to keep his mouth shut, I told him to fuck off. So in a lot of cases I use someone else to score, I buy a lot of extra methadone and it is starting to appear as it is being waters and not the full amount.

I am heading off to speak to the guy now, and see what comes out of it, but I was on methadone in the uk before we even gave it out over here, so I know what 1mg/1ml looks like and tastes like.

I just got off the phone and told him to tell the one of the fellas we give off that he get his act together or fucks off. I'm a nice bloke, he is always stuck for money so I generally pay him on Sunday for something I don't get until Tuesday, it is always there, but if it is not the correct amount what good it that.

Knocking the bollocks out of them is no option either, as it only exposes my and could lead to shit going back to my work.

Any tips, I hate when some one tries to take me for a cunt, that is the problem here, assholes take being nice as a sign of weakness.

Anyway I hope that males sense.

 

[curious_24]

People do silly things when opiates are involved. I don't think it's a case of being taken for a cunt, probably more desperation on the part of the guy picking up for you.

 

[knock]

Sounds a bit like being Dexter Morgan; no-one can know save a trusted few, you must carry on though, the activity is inherently risky so you will always be working to keep it under wraps. Perhaps you need a code.

Can you not score from somewhere these other people won't?

 

[Doody OD]

Sounds a bit like being Dexter Morgan; no-one can know save a trusted few, you must carry on though, the activity is inherently risky so you will always be working to keep it under wraps. Perhaps you need a code.

Can you not score from somewhere these other people won't?

I know it is a difficult one, see due the nature of my work my service often help addicts deal with various psychosocial issues, the thing being that Dublin is a small town when it come to opiate use, and I all I need is some cunt saying I know your man he was scoring whenever. As I was off everything for over a decade and relapse a few years back, that eventually came out I work, so they know I'm in treatment and in theory can access my samples.

I even had one cunt who know me years, ask me was I still working, when I said yes [he would find out that I was very easily] I said keep this to yourself, he then had the balls to say how much is it worth. As I said above I told him to get fucked.

Anyway, I just put it to the other two guys and left them to think on it, one of the always needs money and I told he who else would pay him a few days before they pick up their goods, so it is cool to find it is then short. Whereas I ask the other if he could explain why the methadone I get of him is not as thick and is a lighter green even though it is the same brand. So he is to measure it out in front of me next week.

I wouldn't mind, if he is sick, I will give him the price of a bag, and take it off next week bill for methadone, no one else will do that for him.

It is a balance for me as I don't trust most people who sell around here to keep their mouth shut, I am luckly to be still working, but if it came out I still scored here and there my job could be gone; and you know what some addicts are like once they have a hit, talk, talk, talk, I really don't know how half of the survive in cells when they are sick and the garda are pumping them for info.

I do take you point about opiates making us a tad greedy when we score for someone else.

Cheers lads.

 

[opiaterock]

Can you go outside of Dublin to score?...Longford is not bad but its crawling with Gardia and from what I remember they just do Q's not weight. Probably other towns in the Midlands like Mullingar & Athlone would be not too difficult to score in although you would need to know someone there,,

 

[Doody OD]

Can you go outside of Dublin to score?...Longford is not bad but its crawling with Gardia and from what I remember they just do Q's not weight. Probably other towns in the Midlands like Mullingar & Athlone would be not too difficult to score in although you would need to know someone there,,

Yeah that's not a bad idea, but when you don't know anyone in those areas it gets messy. I haven't really hit docs for good opiates over here in a long time, but that is difficult to get back into. I think I'm getting to old for doing pharmacies and surgeries, and that whole seen has really change since I was last at it.

 

[knock]

^ this is what I was saying, I don't know where you got that stuff about greedy heroin users but not from me :D

 

[ShopperCheck]

You pay for something on a Sunday and don't get it till Tuesday and it's not what it should be?
Sounds pretty clear cut to me then. Pay the cunt when he has it, if it's not what it should be don't pay. It'll soon stop him fobbing you off.

 

[Doody OD]

You pay for something on a Sunday and don't get it till Tuesday and it's not what it should be?
Sounds pretty clear cut to me then. Pay the cunt when he has it, if it's not what it should be don't pay. It'll soon stop him fobbing you off.

Told this to him. If he has a 100ml I will buy if when he gives it to me. Cunt was a gambler so always smashed, being nice as it was always there I used to throw he the cash, but that stops now. Fucker went of in a huff, but it is him who is losing out so I don't care.

With all the shite I'm getting in work about drug tests I don't need some Muppet trying to rip me.

Cheers mate

^ this is what I was saying, I don't know where you got that stuff about greedy heroin users but not from me :D

Apologies for misquoting you mate.

Between work and other stuff I have being necking valium I never experience panic attacks like that before and I have had some very nasty ones. So apologies again.