theedrpepper
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- Aug 4, 2016
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hey everyone I'm new to this and just looking for advice because I'm scared to tell any loved ones ..
long story short I been taking painkillers for about 3 years but the past year or so it's gotten concerning to me. at first it was only half of small doses like Perc 5s and generic Vicodin but now it's mostly Perc 30s,... iv always seemed to get high off just a little bit and I started taking them for back pain bcuz of my job "tattooing" and when I say high I don't mean drooling but I feel painless and full of energy... at the moment I'm snorting 15 mgs at a time about 6 times a day (3-4 total pills) I feel like I'm a wicked drug addict at times but read these and see people taking so many at a time... I do have back problems and neck problems that isn't a lie and I feel I do need them , just might be going overboard.. just noticing I'm lazier, my sex drive is down and seems like it takes longer to go pee. idk I'm just wondering if am I really a drug addict or is it ok to do small dosage the way I do ? just don't wanna get out of control and due to my wicked anxiety, I know it sounds bad but I never really have anxiety attacks anymore taking these things. what do I do ? I have gone a few days without and I don't really get sick I just feel uncomfortable and my legs hurt like a b***** . just want some insight. and it sucks bcuz even tho I'm not really high when I'm on them and when I'm tattooing . it feels I'm way more in the zone than with out. I know it sounds bad but I do way better tattoos when on any doseage of oxy.. sorry for the long post I just don't know where to start and the worst part is a new girl is entering my life and I'm waiting to ... you know... with her and worried my male parts won't work right. any suggestions for that too ? feel free to email me and or pleasr respond !!
long story short I been taking painkillers for about 3 years but the past year or so it's gotten concerning to me. at first it was only half of small doses like Perc 5s and generic Vicodin but now it's mostly Perc 30s,... iv always seemed to get high off just a little bit and I started taking them for back pain bcuz of my job "tattooing" and when I say high I don't mean drooling but I feel painless and full of energy... at the moment I'm snorting 15 mgs at a time about 6 times a day (3-4 total pills) I feel like I'm a wicked drug addict at times but read these and see people taking so many at a time... I do have back problems and neck problems that isn't a lie and I feel I do need them , just might be going overboard.. just noticing I'm lazier, my sex drive is down and seems like it takes longer to go pee. idk I'm just wondering if am I really a drug addict or is it ok to do small dosage the way I do ? just don't wanna get out of control and due to my wicked anxiety, I know it sounds bad but I never really have anxiety attacks anymore taking these things. what do I do ? I have gone a few days without and I don't really get sick I just feel uncomfortable and my legs hurt like a b***** . just want some insight. and it sucks bcuz even tho I'm not really high when I'm on them and when I'm tattooing . it feels I'm way more in the zone than with out. I know it sounds bad but I do way better tattoos when on any doseage of oxy.. sorry for the long post I just don't know where to start and the worst part is a new girl is entering my life and I'm waiting to ... you know... with her and worried my male parts won't work right. any suggestions for that too ? feel free to email me and or pleasr respond !!
