why?
cause for years we just used drugs together. and i used opiates while he smoked pot. then he quit pot. hes got some pretty severe schizophrenia and wont take responsibility for his actions. its everyone elses fault. 26, still lives with his mum. he has no idea how to live. blames everything and everyone why he was never able to pick up one single girl in his life, but hes just got a shitty personality.
last couple of years he started having a bit of my codeine extractions here and there. and a line of oxy. 1 year later i found ouot he was doin it by himself and i knew he would end up addicted. he would see me puking my guts up and laugh and say "im never gonna be like you!!!"
6 months ago they pulled OTC codeine of the shelves and i shot thru so he couldnt get any OC off me. yesterday i saw him near the methadone clinic i go to and hes on 20mg of bupe! I blame myself a bit, but i cant get thru to him that hes at the bottom now. he so deluded that hes got a ticket booked to go overseas for a year thinking "theyll jsut give it to me to take it with me right? (1 year of bupe take aways)
WTF should i do? i need to wash my hands of this because i warned him all along.
anyone else seen a friend go down there road and have no way of stopping them?
cause for years we just used drugs together. and i used opiates while he smoked pot. then he quit pot. hes got some pretty severe schizophrenia and wont take responsibility for his actions. its everyone elses fault. 26, still lives with his mum. he has no idea how to live. blames everything and everyone why he was never able to pick up one single girl in his life, but hes just got a shitty personality.
last couple of years he started having a bit of my codeine extractions here and there. and a line of oxy. 1 year later i found ouot he was doin it by himself and i knew he would end up addicted. he would see me puking my guts up and laugh and say "im never gonna be like you!!!"
6 months ago they pulled OTC codeine of the shelves and i shot thru so he couldnt get any OC off me. yesterday i saw him near the methadone clinic i go to and hes on 20mg of bupe! I blame myself a bit, but i cant get thru to him that hes at the bottom now. he so deluded that hes got a ticket booked to go overseas for a year thinking "theyll jsut give it to me to take it with me right? (1 year of bupe take aways)
WTF should i do? i need to wash my hands of this because i warned him all along.
anyone else seen a friend go down there road and have no way of stopping them?