just leave

[bonita]

just don't even say it
just leave
don't say goodbye
just walk out of my life
im sure you have your reasons to go
don't apoligize
im used to it
i shouldn't have gotten attached
i should've known you'd be leaving soon
everyone always does soon or later
i guess it just hurts more because i wanted to be your friend
i wanted to have a relationship with you
i actually thought you were going to stay this time
but i guess not
i just wish you were coming back
but i doubt it
you even said you weren't going to
i guess its for the best
i don't think i could've handled more goodbyes anyway
its kind of frusterating because i don't get it
why was i never good enough for you?
why couldn't i have been your excuse to stay?
why could you never just love me?
those questions will always be in my head
because i can never just forget the fact that you're my mom
and its probally my fault you keep leaving

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

This really hit me, I know that my daughter will one day have similar questions about her mother. Sometimes beyond everything they have some people will never feel like they are enough. I'm sure it has been told to you many times but I just wanna say it here again, it isn't you. Don't ever beleive that. Thank you for sharing this with us, I know it isnt easy. Many hugs.

 

[cherub]

great write alot of powerful and emotional writting in this..

 

[Mary Poppins]

this is so raw, and even before it got to the end, it hit me like a tonne of bricks in the stomach.

i loved the frankness of the words, and the ending just drove it home.