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DXMkid420

DXMkid420

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i was tricked into going to rehab, wich sucked. now i just got out and today i just got on probation with mandatory drug class or whatever. this fucking sucks, i feel like im going crazy without DXM in my system. i cant smoke bud now,and that was what was going to help me calm down from drugs for a little bit. im soo close to just saying fuck it, and getting more DXM. i really need someone elses advice right now, any help would be great
 
stop frying your brain with DXM, honestly, you should watch this episode fo intervention with a dude named "Rob" on it, he was "addicted" to DXM. See a psychiatrist, worst case, DXM is something VERY nasty to take on a daily basis
 
Although I believe that video is helpful, I don't think any of your advice is... he's looking for someone to talk to him, not to complain about his addiction (mental addiction is still addiction).

Simply take it one day at a time. Think about what you learned at rehab. Did you enjoy anything at rehab? How long have you been clean off of DXM and E (if you went to rehab to get clean off E as well)? I would try and rough it out, and try as I said before take it one day at a time. It really sucks to not have weed, and I feel for you on that one. Maybe you could get a hold of Kratom or something? I know Kratom has helped a few friends of mine through addiction, but keep in mind that Kratom is also very easy to get addicted to, so I wouldn't really suggest it.

Anyways, I wish you the best of luck and how you get clean and stay clean.
 
well to tell you the truth, i did DXm alot in rehab, and drank alot too. noo im defiantly not stopping E, but itl be sketchy rolincuz i get randomly tested 2 times a month
 
mate you gotta get off that dxm, wtf. that sounds like such a sketchy addiction, maybe because it's not something frequently abused as much as other drugs. (I do like DXM)
 
DXMkid420 said:
im not gonna lie, those vidoes just made me want it more. there must be something qrong with me.
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You can't think like that, you have an addiction and it's not something wrong. It's something that's not great, but it isn't something you should beat yourself up about, because that cycle of despair makes it even worse.

Recognise that you have a problem and do what you can to fix it. You'll still crave the drug if someone talks about it or if you read about it, as would most of us that are addicted to something, so it just gives us all something in common here on BL.

Good luck :)
 
DXMkid420 said:
well to tell you the truth, i did DXm alot in rehab, and drank alot too. noo im defiantly not stopping E, but itl be sketchy rolincuz i get randomly tested 2 times a month
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Thats a bad path to go down, the chances of you failing a drug test are gonna be real high, and if I remember your story correctly this is for probation? It's gonna take a lot of luck to drop clean and not avoid more charges or a felony.

Now I'm not talking down, I'm only a few years older and not much more experinced in life; but I do know the digging a hole like this when your young can feel imposable to climb back out of as the years drag on, this is the time in your life when you start to really form who you are, don't make your whole personality one focused on drugs, it's not to late, definitely not as you clearly are reaching out for help of your own volition.

Really you need to start by manning (or womening) up and really cutting back the drug use to nothing, quick, cold turkey if fesable. Ya just got to do. I bet it would do a lot of good to get some sober time and see thing from another prespective, you where using in rehab I would imagine it would be hard to honestly focus on treatment. I just feel that with your current situation if you really want to use you should wait a while and stay clean for a bit, else you get caught up using and put yourself in a bad situation where you couldn't get high if ya wanted to and could pay 10x street price.

I guess my point is if ya don't want to be clean, at least take a break from the drugs for the sake of being able to get high. I feel like thats horrible advice for TDS but a little clean time can do a lot of good.

Good luck DXM, I wish you the best of luck and truly hope things start coming together for you, they certainly will with enough effort, but I know those first steps are hard.
 
Dude, you need to seriously look at your life and where your headed with that dxm shit. Also if your on probation and get random ua's, it's not worth failing them since you'll just have to get more in the future and add more legal problems. Really bro, you need to be your own self advocate in this world and think about the cons towards your drug use.
 
I guess my point is if ya don't want to be clean, at least take a break from the drugs for the sake of being able to get high. I feel like thats horrible advice for TDS but a little clean time can do a lot of good.
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Hey whatever it takes to get a little clean time, it's hard for me to stay sober for a little while if I think of it like 'quitting' or 'taking a break', but if I look at it from the perspective of lowering tolerance or getting the most outta something I find it much easier to stay clean and for longer.
 
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