I'm FaCultGen and I'm an addict and an alcoholic... lol... Oh wait this isn't a meeting... You can call me Cult for short (used to be The Cultivator)
I've been browsing blue for quite a while. Figured I might as well throw my hat in ring.
I've been a drinker since I was 9, drug user since 12 and Ive probably used every drug you can name and a few that most people have never even heard of. Alcoholic for years, more recently transfered my addiction to opioids. I have horrible arthritis in my hands and knees and a bad back. But I never could afford dr.'s and they dick around too much anyway. So I use drugs like alcohol and heroin and fentanyl (and really any other opioid I can find) to relieve pain. Also obviously I enjoy them. I also am probably a sociopath, or at the very least I have borderline personality disorder. So in all honesty I'm a firm believer that opioids make me a nicer, better person. And I can funtion much better on them as I'm not in crippling pain all the time. Addiction is a thing, and the struggle is real. But over all, drugs actually make my existence bearable. Where as without them, I am physically useless and just all around an unpleasant person. I use Suboxone in droughts to stave off withdrawl and I've been researching poppy tea and kratom to possibly replace sub or at least supplement it when supply is low.
I use bluelite often to research things and especially as a resource for harm reduction teq. I'm a big fan of what you folks do here and I'm glad to be a new member. I have a lot of information to offer as drugs have always been a very significant part of my life and I approach them scientifically and methodically. I am a firm supporter of decriminalization and the freedom to do with our own bodies and minds as we please as long as you're not hurting any one else. Prohibition doesn't work, it creates far more problems than it fixes in our horribly broken modern society. I'm excited to contribute and to continue learning from others contributions to this comunity.
Thanks
-Cult
I've been browsing blue for quite a while. Figured I might as well throw my hat in ring.
I've been a drinker since I was 9, drug user since 12 and Ive probably used every drug you can name and a few that most people have never even heard of. Alcoholic for years, more recently transfered my addiction to opioids. I have horrible arthritis in my hands and knees and a bad back. But I never could afford dr.'s and they dick around too much anyway. So I use drugs like alcohol and heroin and fentanyl (and really any other opioid I can find) to relieve pain. Also obviously I enjoy them. I also am probably a sociopath, or at the very least I have borderline personality disorder. So in all honesty I'm a firm believer that opioids make me a nicer, better person. And I can funtion much better on them as I'm not in crippling pain all the time. Addiction is a thing, and the struggle is real. But over all, drugs actually make my existence bearable. Where as without them, I am physically useless and just all around an unpleasant person. I use Suboxone in droughts to stave off withdrawl and I've been researching poppy tea and kratom to possibly replace sub or at least supplement it when supply is low.
I use bluelite often to research things and especially as a resource for harm reduction teq. I'm a big fan of what you folks do here and I'm glad to be a new member. I have a lot of information to offer as drugs have always been a very significant part of my life and I approach them scientifically and methodically. I am a firm supporter of decriminalization and the freedom to do with our own bodies and minds as we please as long as you're not hurting any one else. Prohibition doesn't work, it creates far more problems than it fixes in our horribly broken modern society. I'm excited to contribute and to continue learning from others contributions to this comunity.
Thanks
-Cult
