oxycodone is more stimulating than other opioids. It is surely capable of inducing some of the strongest nods, but bluelight is not here to help you achieve that, it's not safe to shoot for nodding, nodding can quite often be a very fine line away from overdose, and we want you to be safe with the medication, rather have you alive and disappointed than dead.
Sorry it wasn't up to par, (lol) I suggest you find peace and happiness in other healthier ways, with positive reinforcement.