just another piece in an endless puzzle

[stonerfromohio]

This mystery eludes my grasp
I am on the brink of an answer
I think I found the missing link
But just another piece in an endless puzzle
These questions drive me crazy
Almost the same as being hazy
These thoughts dart through my headspace
Trying to find some firm place
To stand upon
So I can teather myself to this thought
Or that concept
Some belief structure to provide security
However false it may be
A set of precepts to live for me
A hard drive of memories so I don’t have to think about what to do
Just access the information and regurgitate it with new semantics
My clever antics never fail
I’m almost ready to scrap this all and just bail
I wanna get the hell out of this world be free and set sail
On the oceans of this unknown abyss that drives this whole scenario
Turn up the stereo bombard the senses
Ive hurd these lyrics a million times
As I smoked countless dimes
And thought of consuming rhymes
Damn these times
I been ponderin committin crimes
To liven up my life
Before im taken by the reapers scythe
My life right now is a bore
I need to break the fuck out of hear and soar
Feel free to ignore my ranting and raving
My indulgent misbehaving
Its just my desire craving
Some more transmitters
To fills these gaping receptors
That plead the mind to press the gspot
These words I wrought
This depression will never be sought
Youd be sorry if you were living as one of my lot
Mabye itd all be easier if I was not

 

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I'm sensing a theme running through all of your recent poems. You're struggling with a lot of difficult thoughts...it's nice to see that you have an outlet.