just a lil something from EasyE

[LilKingX]

you see her somewhere and its a new attraction. your mind totally leaves the one you used to dream about. now there's a new nightmare, or is it even a nightmare? she's always on your mind, always in your dreams. only so that you can get home and not see her number on your caller id. you get on this thing we call a computer and send a that email. anticipating a quick return. only to get back on and see that no new mail sign. will she ever leave your mind? i suppose so if you truly think about it. it takes the time to be at the right place. or is it the right place at the right time? anyhow leading to another one. its all like a big game, an amusment park. you walk a few more feet and you see that new angel. you want to try it out, see how much excitment it can possibly create. thats when you stop and think about it. i have been here before. sure the loops don't look that scary, but when you wait in line, the closer you get the more your boots start shaking. you can feel the gates vibrate across your legs off the start. yet you're still dumb enough to go on. never knowing what you will get. once you step off, you're safe, or are you? for how long? a few more feet? yards? miles? or maybe months or years? how long can this possibly last? is it up to you or her? so many questions, yet to be answered. will i ever find out? will i ever find the one that was meant for me? how many parks and rides will it take? all i have is questions, and nothing else. hopefully, one day in this wonderful life of mine, i will find that precious little star that always shines so bright. the one that leads the right way. the one thats been there in my bed right next to me when the night turns. when i tuck myself in, safely under the covers. seems like now this is the only safe place, where i can't be disturbed in my actions or thoughts.
**just a lil something i came up with**
**this is all original, straight from the heart of EasyE**
and thanx for listening to those who had the time and patience to read it. much love and PLUR
EasyE
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E is the anesthesia by which we endure the operation of life.
[This message has been edited by EasyE (edited 19 April 2000).]

 

[trypnotic]

hey that was sweet. dont worry about finding the right person so soon, shell find you dont worry. is it a friend that you are attracted to? those are the worst i tell you. becasue you dont know if you should risk the friendship to express your true feelings. man i hope all works out for you. waiting for the right person is half the battle.

 

[LilKingX]

thnx for reading it...it means a lot

yea it is a friend. we're pretty close to eachother but i don't want to make that move forward. i've done it b4 where our awsome friendship just totally fell apart. i'm way too scared to do it again

....cuz i don't want to loose what i have now. i suppose all i can do is let it go w/ the flow and see what happens. PLUR
EasyE
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E is the anesthesia by which we endure the operation of life.

 

[Liquidgroove]

Awww EasyE falling for friends is a really hard situation. Its always like "do I risk the friendship" or "risk never knowing" and thats always tough *errrr*
I hope you have a bomb time at VA Beach

!!!!!!!! Hope all goes well, and if youre lucky I might go to Buzz

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Va/D.C./Md Krew
*~*PoSiTiVe ViBeZ*~*

 

[skuby dew]

hey easy e
It was a cute a deep poem, thanks for sharing it. I always say do what your hearts tell you,b/c you gotta use your heart and not your eyes. Hope all goes well.

always,
skuby dewby dew
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~Be true to yourself & you shall never fall.
Big Ups Va/MD/DC ~ I see yeah baby ShAkEn ThAt AsS !