I remember the day I had my first Percocet like it was yesterday. I fell in love. I've been prescribed painkillers for over 15 years due to severe endometriosis so I had legit reason to take them, at least for a few days of the month. But I had a beautiful prescription dance going on with my doctor where I received continuous oxycodone supply.....until this summer, when I had a hysterectomy and enjoyed a couple more months of my painkillers. It was time to say goodbye to my love, or at least "see you again one day". I've never really been a painkiller "abuser", but I probably have not gone through one single day in the last 10 years without some slight mind altering drug in my system. If I have nothing for pain, I have a Xanax I can fall back onto. Or red wine. Or cannabis. Today I took a T3. I felt nothing from it, damnit. Missing my daily dose of percs. My last prescription ran out a few days ago. No withdrawal or anything. I never took enough for withdrawal, only withdrawal symptom is annoyance that I am now painkiller-less. I don't need much to make me happy, just half of a Percocet (5mg) just gives me that tiny little buzz that I am looking for that can just make me a little bit happier and carefree about any situation. Any a half perc was my go-to hangover cure. Caffeine helps deliver the opiate and always took pills on an empty stomach. If you eat a big meal and have a painkiller you are wasting part of the high. I never liked the feeling of being messed up out of control, just that happy/ floaty feeling that only an opiate can give you, sigh....... I have documented migraines and all I'd need is to say the word and my doctor will write me a script. But it would be like 20 x 10mg pills and I could make that last 40 days so I would cause no suspicion at all. I would buy them off the street if I knew somebody. I'm probably the very first member to be addicted to only 5 mg of oxycodone per day lol. I have no shame, I believe it helped to lift my spirits throughout the day and it seemed quite harmless and only made my life better not worse! I'm going to miss having that half a perc every morning with my coffee. Well I've rambled enough to introduce myself. I look forward to being an official member now!
