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Judged by alcoholics and other "socially acceptable" drug users

i'm pretty open about my drug use. i don't give a fuck if people don't like it, that's there problem. or if they judge me, it's not like i'm looking to make life long friends here.
 
I really fucking hate how a lot of users who smoke or snort their hard drugs think they are better than IV users. and Ive seen far far more people act like total assholes on alcohol than any prescription or illegal drug.

I will admit I have my own prejudice based on experience: coke dealers always seem more sketchy/assholish than pill or dope dealers. I've never been so scared as when I was scoring coke; I always felt, no matter who it was, that at the very least I'd get stood up, at worst, ripped off or killed. I've never had anywhere that level of discomfort with opiate dealers.
 
This is why I keep my personal life, especially drug usage, on the down low until I get an idea of how chill and open-minded the person is. Even then, I'm wary of revealing every facet of it, as I've been judged for running my mouth and blabbing about my personal life.

All sorts of people take powerful prescription drugs for anxiety, depression, and pain, but they don't exactly wear it on their chest for the whole world to see. Why should you?

It's your life, do what makes you happy, not what makes others happy. If it benefits you in the long run, keep doing what you're doing; it's really no one else's business to tell you otherwise.
 
Those types won't be bothered with logic/realism. Its not even worth it. My cousin says to me and my friend (we just got done smoking bud) why do you people (he says) feel the need to get high. I say "dickhead, you got a beer in your hand, get off your high horse toolbag" hahaha. He stopped talking.
 
Kid Amine said:
I really fucking hate how a lot of users who smoke or snort their hard drugs think they are better than IV users. and Ive seen far far more people act like total assholes on alcohol than any prescription or illegal drug.

I will admit I have my own prejudice based on experience: coke dealers always seem more sketchy/assholish than pill or dope dealers. I've never been so scared as when I was scoring coke; I always felt, no matter who it was, that at the very least I'd get stood up, at worst, ripped off or killed. I've never had anywhere that level of discomfort with opiate dealers.
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There's just a huge taboo around needles & IV. Though all the hard-drug users I know whom I've told I IV'ed & IM'ed a few times were surprised, but didn't really judge me for it. Maybe because I only tell my closest friends, and I don't go around using needles in public. :D I even told one guy whose a good friend of mine, a stoner who's never done hard-drugs. He was a bit surprised, like the other guys I've told, but no judging. Really cool guy.

/e: And yeah coke dealers are usually bastards lol. I know a few that are really cool people though, one even became a friend. So I don't really assume anything until I meet the guy.
 
ErgicMergic said:
This is why I keep my personal life, especially drug usage, on the down low until I get an idea of how chill and open-minded the person is. Even then, I'm wary of revealing every facet of it, as I've been judged for running my mouth and blabbing about my personal life.

All sorts of people take powerful prescription drugs for anxiety, depression, and pain, but they don't exactly wear it on their chest for the whole world to see. Why should you?

It's your life, do what makes you happy, not what makes others happy. If it benefits you in the long run, keep doing what you're doing; it's really no one else's business to tell you otherwise.
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Exactly. I used to bring up drug talk too much when I was out drinking during my benzo phase. One night on the way to a party my friend gave me a pep talk about not bringing up any drug talk at this party. Well, we go inside and got a few drinks, then when we went up to the girls room to chill with her and her friends they were all doing K, eating benzos, and smoking weed. My same friend then encouraged my drug talk to keep up with the rest of them, but they were all k-holed out, so I didn't want to try to talk the them.

Anyway, nowadays I don't tell anybody about my drug use, mostly because I feel guilty about using heroin, and because I can't bring that up in conversation even with other druggies. Like I've met people that do oxy and ask me if I want and or whatever, and I just act like I don't mess with it, but in reality I just wouldn't spend my money on oxy when I can get dope for cheaper. Just me and my dealers and a few friends that having been using for a while know about my use.
 
One of the most junked-out tweakers I know, who does bigger lines of speed than his fingers but considers himself way above anyone that ever injects anything, punched me in the shoulder once because I told him I'd IV'd something - for the first time. Of course, I promptly smacked him the fuck back, although harder, and made it clear he was in no position to judge.

There is a huge stigma, though. I know I don't have track marks anymore but I nervously check my veins sometimes because, you know, a mosquito bite might give someone the wrong idea.
 
Tommyboy said:
I was going to post this in the thread about the drug subcultures you least like, but I think it might apply here just as well. It's this song/music video, and it relevant to what the OP is talking about.
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so true, nice link, how did you post the link like that the only way i know how to do it is copying annd pasting the whole http
 
[url="link here"]whatever you want to title the link[/url]

Alternative: you can click the button I have outlined in red and paste the link in the pop up box. You will just have to change the link title (only if you dont want to leave it as the https:// )

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If an alcoholic or "legal" drug addict is judging you tell them to go fuck themselves. Theyre in no position to be doing so and their judgements are worth less than 0.
 
just keep your mouth shut, do what you do, and this never becomes a problem. oh and dont get so stoned you forget to hide the weed again...
 
Seyer said:
[url="link here"]whatever you want to title the link[/url]

Alternative: you can click the button I have outlined in red and paste the link in the pop up box. You will just have to change the link title (only if you dont want to leave it as the https:// )

mkwsna.png
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i found an absolutely fascinating article about adderall and how it stimulates the reward center of the brain using highly tuned amphetamine salts. (only thing i could think worth putting)
thanks again thats a good way to post links
 
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I get judged all the time by stoners cause I do much harder drugs than them, and also because whenever they wanna smoke weed but don't have a pipe or papers, I always come up with some "crackhead" method (often more efficient) to smoke the pot, like a lightbulb vaporizer or something like that.
 
With ignorant people like this, it is impossible to explain or make them see how what you are doing may be better or safer then alcohol for example. They are blinded by what society tells them and there is no showing them otherwise (since they have the moral high ground). Its fucking annoying and I stopped trying.
 
Benzos don't seem to carry a very heavy stigma with non-drug users. I get a lot more shit on average for smoking weed than using benzos (although to be fair my daily obsessive stonage is fairly obvious if you know me at all, and the extent of my benzo use I try to keep more personal).

One thing I hate about having benzo scripts is the endless nagging for "Give us a pill or two". If I've got them to spare and a good friend seems to have a genuine need, I'll help them out. However, if I'm trying to make every last pill count and am in a tight spot, I am less willing to give up my medicine. Also, if someone asks for one "for the comedown" when they're ANTICIPATING a bad comedown, I'm not likely to oblige. I do sometimes fix crashes/comedowns, hangovers and the like with benzos, but I'll always assess how shitty I feel and gauge whether or not I really need to take a benzo. Some people prepare for it, and like clockwork, 3-4 hours after popping ecstasy they eat a Xanax bar or something.
A related matter is hearing "Man, you're so lucky for having all those scripts". Yeah, I guess it's nice in a way that I can produce prescriptions for about 10 different benzos - it's easier to get them prescribed again by new doctors - but people should really think about what they're saying. I'd much rather not have to take the damn things in the first place, and going to the doctor once or twice a week for a month to keep changing meds because the current ones aren't suitable is FAR from fun.
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
I get judged all the time by stoners cause I do much harder drugs than them, and also because whenever they wanna smoke weed but don't have a pipe or papers, I always come up with some "crackhead" method (often more efficient) to smoke the pot, like a lightbulb vaporizer or something like that.
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Next time use an APPLE and blow their minds.
 
Rabidrabbit said:
Next time use an APPLE and blow their minds.
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i don't like wasting weed, so no.

i also stopped smoking weed in social sitiuations, as i get judged for that as well. if i take drugs at parties, they are stimulants, combined with alcohol and most people at the party will not know that i took them. if i get too fucked up, they will think it's the alcohol. this way, i can have a good time while not getting judged.
 
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