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MUSHET

MUSHET

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I'm absolutely fucked at work on a cocktail of opiates plus 300gm Pregablin, I can hardly type, seeing double.:(

Thank fuck everyone is away home, but I can't even drive my car to get home now and I need it in the morning. What a complete moron.

Fuck it's Friday I suppose.:?

I'm a greedy irresponsible bastard Ive decided, how ludicrous.

How can I sober up a bit, any suggestions?
 
Do not attempt to drive now. Can somebody give you a lift? If you are alone there, take a nap. Getting some sleep is the only way I know to help it wear off. Be safe bro!
 
I will probably have too, problem is my wheels might be stolen and windows smashed, happens frequently around this industrial estate. Plus my girlfriend asked me to pick up milk on my way past her flat - she'll know I'm hammered.

What a fool, just wanted a wee dunt. You're correct Calderone, time is the key here.

I will attempt to do some work.

Sorry for the ranting here guys, I'm actually feeling quite chatty, shame I stupidly picked work to get extremely high! Haha, but oh no, at the same time.

I might make a strong coffee.
 
Wasn't it Amy Winhouse's old man that almost died from that combo of alcohol and pregab? There are other cases of people who've ended up in ICU with organ failure and brain swelling from that combo.
 
LilikoiMoon said:
Wasn't it Amy Winhouse's old man that almost died from that combo of alcohol and pregab? There are other cases of people who've ended up in ICU with organ failure and brain swelling from that combo.
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Cheers buddy! I hope I wake up tomorrow, haha.

I'm not as fucked now, but my eyesight is a bit wonky, seeing things and shit. I did take some MPA (first time 250mg) yesterday afternoon , stayed in work until after 9pm and had a very productive day, although I'had fuck all sleep and I'm actually in work now, no joke, been in since 9am, it's now 22:15.

I'm putting the mild hallucinations and wonky eyes down to sleep deprivation/exhaustion/cocktail of chemicals obviously.

Home time now - it's been a stressful week with a big job needing finished for a client NO FAIL for tomorrow hence the late nights working.

I don't even know why I'm telling you all this, I just fancied a bit of a blether due o the drugs,

Cheers!
 
Which opiates did you take? Sounds like you needed it just picked the wrong time. Happens to the best of us.
 
I took a couple of lines of H, 10mg Sevredol and snorted 10mg MST with the coating scraped off using a scalpel blade (not sure if that is a lot to some folk, but it fucked me). It seemed like a good idea at the time, Friday night and nobody was in the office or factory so I thought I'll work onto whatever time feeling all nice and high.

The work probably took me twice as long as I was properly seeing double - difficult when trying to grab a mouse.

Anyway, took everyone's advice and got a taxi up the road, woke up on my sofa Saturday morning with my suit still on. Got everything done in the end, so no harm done.
 
Haha, no, I didn't leave here until midnight, so managed to wangle out of turning up at her door looking like James McAvoy in Filth. She doesn't take drugs at all, never even smoked a joint, seriously.
 
Has anyone here ever been in a relationship with someone who doesn't take anything, or even have an understanding of drugs at all. I've always considered myself to be a 'psychonaut', or even a 'sailor of the mind'. She thinks that all drugs are 'bad'.

I've never been in this situation before, and frankly never thought I would have. All of my previous partners have indulged with me.
 
Yeah it can be a good thing.
It depends on the person and the relationship IMO.
Can be a fuckin nightmare.
 
MUSHET said:
Haha, no, I didn't leave here until midnight, so managed to wangle out of turning up at her door looking like James McAvoy in Filth. She doesn't take drugs at all, never even smoked a joint, seriously.
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You can get a taxi driver to collect you in your car - may pay more than the cost of single taxi but saves your car being left overnight and you have your car with you the following day.

I have been in a relationship with a non drug user - It works ok for us as I wasn't completely out of it all the time and picked one night/weekend which was for me. They had the same space and could do what they wanted etc.
 
Yeah, I've fallen in love with her, she's ten years younger too, but drugs or drug culture have no interest to her. She also knows about everything I've taken, but it seems like that she no longer wants me to be part of that kind of scene at all. We did chat a month or so ago, I have said to her that LSD and magic mushrooms are too special to me and I will always indulge in those as I see them as a tool rather than a drug, she seemed cool with that.

Although, there I am on Friday out my tits at work on opiates, I really don't want to be in a relationship where I have to hide or lie about my drug abuse. I've seen this before with mates and It just seems ridiculous, the woman seems controlling and the guys are deceitful liars - what good is that?

I think she will be good for me though, it's time for me to grow up a bit anyway (even though she is the one ten years younger she has her shit together). However, as she has no drug experience at all it's difficult to even have a sensible conversation about them to her, the disadvantages and the benefits. She's never even smoked a cigarette.
 
MUSHET said:
Yeah, I've fallen in love with her, she's ten years younger too, but drugs or drug culture have no interest to her. She also knows about everything I've taken, but it seems like that she no longer wants me to be part of that kind of scene at all. We did chat a month or so ago, I have said to her that LSD and magic mushrooms are too special to me and I will always indulge in those as I see them as a tool rather than a drug, she seemed cool with that.

Although, there I am on Friday out my tits at work on opiates, I really don't want to be in a relationship where I have to hide or lie about my drug abuse. I've seen this before with mates and It just seems ridiculous, the woman seems controlling and the guys are deceitful liars - what good is that?

I think she will be good for me though, it's time for me to grow up a bit anyway (even though she is the one ten years younger she has her shit together). However, as she has no drug experience at all it's difficult to even have a sensible conversation about them to her, the disadvantages and the benefits. She's never even smoked a cigarette.
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We just found ourselves with a happy balance but to be honest I was more into stims so could function on the day to day level without being that fucked up,yes I had the odd paranoid night and the dreaded fear of family inviting us over for a Sunday lunch when my jaw was swinging ;)) - It really wasn't something that we discussed though as it was in the open from the get go and I was pretty much in control.
 
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