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Trigger Warning Jean's Chamber

-had my whole purse stolen
Now sitting here with naked phone and hello kitty backpack.
Must play swagbucks for phone case -_-
 
I get actually told homeless people are at fault for rape and there's no plausible way to just walk away from people who believe in it...and my god...that they can cut my hair off too...another piece of shit day.

I WILL NEVER, EVER BLAME MYSELF OR FEEL ANY WEIRD PERVERTED CONSENT SHAME BLAME WHEN I HAD TO ENTER YOUR HOME AS YOUR FOUR WALL "DEPENDENT", EVERY TIME YOU GENDER BLAME I FEEL LIKE VOMITING ON YOU

I saw your poisoned pets and know your fucking plan!!!!

so sorry if that's not what the fucking TV told you I was supposed to think

would you literally feel fucking more personal self esteem if I babbled about gender lol

those rapists had no right to not drop me back off at nafy, i do not need worse torture to take a fucking load off from loitering

I am not friends with rapists, those people were seriously setting me up to just barely get a surgery then go back to the fucking newburn, what the fuck. Literally thinking you have escaped a piece of shit to find out you live with his lackey.
 
evidence: twisted ankle sock
poisoned animals
way office talks
meth smoke bag given to me
way truman hospital talked
 
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Tourettes is not racism, I acted like a human being at the newburn, and sound torture is illegal fucking harassment. It's no different from someone following me around, I want a restraining order. All of this is LIES that human beings are racist man's files. You ramble about perverted gender ideas and objectification when I wasn't befriended correctly.

Water dresses are 100% ANIMAL CRUELTY.

A government using illegal cameras on me and JUST LYING to everyone without ANY input from me is fucking abducting me. And I don't CARE what your opinion is, I care about documenting my life. I assume it's the same hateful, offensive bullshit I'm being harassed with!!!
 
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I'm supposed to just seriously accept fucking physical injury and death over people turning how a human being is affected by adequate or inadequate friendship into some sick "failure" because it wasn't some invalidating, perverted rape cliche for the homeless.

your last name is  offensive, jordan. And now im twice a "failure" for having a mental illness no one cared to ask about or talk about me with. Surely, you cannot think if I had a place to live is still all that matters about this place.
 
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Thanks.

Just another piece of shit day with sociopaths pumping my innocent brain full of abusive propaganda and lies. And poisoning me.

All day long...blah blah fucking blah

-lie about my motivations
-lie about my feelings
-lie about my thoughts
-lie about where I live

lie and lie and lie. All day long. And I can't call the police to tell them to make these fuckers shut the fuck up. - electromagnetic torture

 five dollars and almost fifteen i think - this is bullshit. Trying to take surveys for alcohol.

can you imagine people LYING about you in your brain all day long? Or is there frankly anything there to lie about????

When someone lacks "adequate" accommodations you can just invite them in and LIE about them in public? I needed a restraining order to the sidewalk. Or so a rapist would have you half brain trained to think.
 
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The same people who poison me calling me racist for tourettes sit there lying all day long about my entire life and theres nothing i can do.

why dont you turn to egotistical actors exploiting me for your thoughts tho hmmm?

the most perfect victim blaming physically tortured rape homicide ever...and she dared to ruin it! i dont lie.

"people" are ripping at the tiny blanket pieces I have left, my SANITY. no, it's okay though let's just let hair cutters calling me a man lover steal the entire blanket. Don't stop there, take the phone, owl, and wallet. I was left screaming.
thanks lazlo, for the "smarter people" i was promised
 
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This may not be broadcast on a "legal" TV but hopefully when I'm rotting in an actual decayed heap for the sake of some sick fuck from goregrish who thought they could buy me in 7 dollar 50 cent increments, this here with you will stand for what mattered.
 
I wonder if my eating disorder didn't matter bc :

1 brinny had a dick
2 chrimbus had a dick
 
Yum. food. Life giving sustenance. I'll take it! I'll eat it. Because look. The problem of homelessness and rape solved. The existence of a woman. What a pickle. Homeless with no one but men to seriously fucking DATE. WHAT A QUANDRY.
looks like all our obvious problems are solved now! Its a woman. A human with a vagina. Just what ive been thinking was lacking from my serious fucking life. Praise jesus. Praise my parents.
 
Yeah, why dont you tell the fucking police i have to be with one man or im animal tortured, you piece of actual shit.
 
just another pointless fucking ruined day of 24/7 verbal assault perpetuated by the stupid and evil
 
All day long the "people" around me talk under their breath at me, trying to sound as hateful and threatening as possible.

"Verbal abuse, also known as emotional abuse, is a range of words or behaviors used to manipulate, intimidate, and maintain power and control over someone. These include insults, humiliation and ridicule, the silent treatment, and attempts to scare, isolate, and control."
 
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I have to go find some food too. I will have to dig some up.
 
Jeanpauldash said:
All day long the "people" around me talk under their breath at me, trying to sound as hateful and threatening as possible.

"Verbal abuse, also known as emotional abuse, is a range of words or behaviors used to manipulate, intimidate, and maintain power and control over someone. These include insults, humiliation and ridicule, the silent treatment, and attempts to scare, isolate, and control."
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You'll be alright. You will be fine.

Just try to stick with the friendly one's then ??

Be Safe. 💗
 
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