simco
Bluelight Crew
Up most of the night again due to the wonderful tail end of heroin WDs.
My wife has started talking about divorce...in a weird hypothetical way. But still, it sucks. I think my addiction may finally have broken her trust for me, and I can't blame her for feeling that way. The laundry list goes on and on...put my mom on hospice over the weekend, while I was detoxing hard.
Not fishing for pity here...it's just amazing how bad lack of sleep and exhaustion can make life's normal shit seem. Trying to remember that I'm not myself right now, and that it will seem less desperate soon.
My wife has started talking about divorce...in a weird hypothetical way. But still, it sucks. I think my addiction may finally have broken her trust for me, and I can't blame her for feeling that way. The laundry list goes on and on...put my mom on hospice over the weekend, while I was detoxing hard.
Not fishing for pity here...it's just amazing how bad lack of sleep and exhaustion can make life's normal shit seem. Trying to remember that I'm not myself right now, and that it will seem less desperate soon.