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Jameson Inn...

panic in paradise said:
thats a hard thought...
and even more of difficult a realization.
<3
but you now have the opportunity to change that possible outlook for your son to obtain of life, and reciprocate maybe to his children from your example.

the timeless ageless saying goes -- after enough time in the Black, some see the Light from inside, and new life is born more free then ever...
~:-)
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Funny you mention that. My wife and I were talking about my dad and his family. They are all this way. Addicted to meth, heroin, alcohol, opiates, etc... He grew up in a very bad lifestyle. His parents used to beat each other and shoot guns at each other.

I went over to my cousin's (dad's side) house today and there was 2 newborn babies, 2 3 year olds and 4 adults. At the table were the adults and they were smoking marijuana and drinking alcohol. The 2 year olds were playing together and the 2 babies were still buckled in the car seats and we had been there for at least 2 hours. They didn't pay any attention to them. This showed me what I was doing. Putting drugs before my loved ones. I was very pissed off at them for doing that but I never did it in front of my son. I always did it in the back yard when he was in the house and I made sure he didn't see me, but I did handle him while high. This is WRONG.

Anyways, we were talking about me breaking the cycle.
 
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