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I've lost the social aspect of MDMA?

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Cdilly93

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So one of my absolute favorite things about mdma is that when i go to a massive festival/rave it just makes me so forward, friendly and talkative, i could walk up to anybody and spark a convo, which is the opposite of my sober personality.. But my last few times its just not been that way, i feel great, but im more closed off, and if i do start a convo with someone i find a way out rather quickly. I even took a 3 month break this last time due to me thinking maybe it was a magic issue (i only used once a month prior to this break) but it didnt change anything.. And its not a matter of bad quality product, i get the same top notch product everytime, that i test myself.
 
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I have the same problem I barely ever come up even when I've eaten grams! Everyone else is on the floor eyes rolling back the lot I had to have a break for a few months aswrll but it came back! Now o think I've abused it again not good
 
For me, 3months is the absolute minimum between 2 rolls. Mostly it's one year or even more. One 100mg dose feels the same every time.
And when you're "eating grams" you're not having MDMA, word.
 
Because if you ate grams of real MDMA, you'd be dead. You're probably getting some kind of research chemical cathinone.

Anyway, yeah the good effects do just go, I'm losing it after only 10 times in two years. It's gonna have to be year breaks for me soon, it'll be worth it though.
 
I second the idea that if you can take "grams" you do not have molly or it is cut. I recently took 300mg in 2 doses over the course of 3 hours and was ODing like really bad, one step below hospital bad.

Also drugs are not the cure as the above dude said. What you need to learn is that it is not some other person on drugs but rather you and as such you can be that same person off drugs. It sounds like you enjoy the confidence it gives you, well become that person. I know it is hard because it took years of convincing myself I am the shit before it stuck and I became the shit.

*Edit* Yes it was tested across several kits it was pure (as pure as i have seen at least) and thats why I should have stuck to one 180mg dose you learn pretty quickly when it is taught to you the way it was me.
 
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