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Michael-2012

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Ok well, first off just want to say I apologize if this isn't in the right place! But ive just got to talk about this!

Alright, well i've take my fair share of drugs over the past few years ill admit. And also a fair amount of MDMA but honestly even though I thought it was pretty good I was never really blown away or really understood why people loved it so much and raved about it.

Well, anyways recently I went up to a big event which was a lot of fun around Sheffield (UK) and bought a big rock of MDMA while I was there and OH MY GOD! Now I understand! This truly is an absolutely wonderful chemical. I cant even really understand but I just feel so happy now (haha, btw no im not high now). I have been suffering with terrible anxiety issues pretty much all my life which have really peaked over the past year and got so bad at points I have been unable to leave the house.

But yeah, Anyways i dropped the MD and ever since its like its all just gone away. I could see my issues and there causes so clearly like never before. I can now truly see just how silly I was being and how unique and individual we really all are! Everyone truly is a work of art in there own right. I literally feel like ive just hit delete on all the negativity in my life. I genuinely have not been able to stop grinning since :D Im just so happy! Im so much more sociable aswell. Its like ive got a completely new burst of energy and lust for life! Im normally a pretty quiet and reserved guy but this week I just cant seem to shutup! Ive been out everyday and met up with all my friends and even got back in touch with people i knew back in high school. Ive even found myself striking up conversations with strangers. I can now smoke weed again aswell which is absolutely lovely as I used to smoke but then stopped as I felt i couldn't deal with the strain on my mind. Now i realize I truly can deal with anything, and really be anything I put my mind to.

So yeah anyways sorry for the long post and I know its not really harm reduction but I just felt I had to write about this! But yeah has anyone else noticed effects like this? How has MDMA helped you?
 
I just read the first 2 paragraphs and said to myself hey I don't remember writing this because those were my thoughts exactly. I've mentioned my story on bl a couple of times so I won't bore anybody again but yeo when I finally found the good shit I saidthe same exact thing. OK let me go finish reading this novel u left...


OK I'm back glad u got to experience the magic of mdma. I think that this drug is the best thong since sliced bread. I also think there could b medical use for this drug if scientists were just allowed to experiment with it. I gave my friend who has multiple schlirosis some molly hoping it would rewire her brain to allow her to walk again. Sadly it didn't work although she did say it made her extremely horny for 4 days and she couldn't keep her hands off her husband lol but it wasn't what I had hoped for.
 
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2nd time i rolled i got the real deal stuff in powder/crystal form. was blown away off 130mg just 1 small capsule. ever since i knew what the hype was all about. that was actually 1 of the hardest rolls i have had, was tore up also came down so easily it was like i never ingested a drug, at the time i was actually kinda pissed because i wanted a little more crack out, idk why but myself now id be like oh hell yeah minimal comedown.
 
Nice story, Michael-2012.

I could see my issues and there causes so clearly like never before.
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Exactly!

See, this is positive results from mdma use.

Heres the tricky part though, You need to really limit your use on mdma, its a very special drug that unfortunately depletes your essential neurochemical Serotonin at a phenomenal rate as well as disrupting nerves etc (hence the pupils dialation, the gurning)

glad you had a great time,
Everyone truly is a work of art in there own right. I literally feel like ive just hit delete on all the negativity in my life.
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So please, come away with this positivity that i once experienced and enjoyed and use it no more often than 60 days at least i'd say. Ideally only 4 times a year at the most. This is coming from someone who has been on the rave scene and has been on Ecstasy Discussion a while now, as well as moderating it.

Bottom line is, I personally think that mdma is the best drug experience of them all, and is absolutely amazing but the trick to mdma is using it really rarely.

Lastly, take a little look at this http://thebrain.mcgill.ca/flash/i/i_03/i_03_m/i_03_m_par/i_03_m_par_ecstasy.html
 
I still havent had that one (even with tested tried and true product) But i still know what ur talking about. Lifes been great since mdma.
 
Couldnt agree with comments on here from Darksidesam more great post.

I notice Michael that you said in your post you have suffered from major anxiety issues most of your life and the MDMA has provided a solution for this.

This is great to hear and I am glad you are experiencing these positive effects but please be careful as both MDMA and weed can also trigger anxiety. Particularly in your later life.

I myself had a very similiar experience to yourself also suffering from anxiety and seeing the MDMA as a cure. Initially it was great but now I am paying such a heavy price.

Be safe my friend be cautious when taking this drug particularly if you are prone to anxiety..
 
Hey that sounds pretty similar to my experience...Took mdma for my second time during prolly the worse period of my life (social anxiety, ocd tics etc) ....I felt so normal and so nice that i haven't looked back since and i have improved a looooooot (its been 6 months+).

I still take E every 2 months or so, and it still helps me a lot to progress but i dont think ill ever feel like i felt that one time...propably because i dont feel bad about my life anymore. I do believe E is the best drug and i will advice everyone who tells me he sgoing through x thing to try it at least once. I think the worse you feel, the better your mdma roll is gonna be:P
 
Yes, MDMA: one of the most wonderful drugs if used in moderation, one of the worst if abused.
 
Mate, when you get good md you know about it! The first time I took it i'd never done any drugs before and I didnt really know what to expect I was like oh this is okay but like not amazingly mind blowing like everyone makes it out to be. It was such shit md! but the second time oh my god i felt like i was flying literally i wasnt walking across the club i was actually floating. Best feeling ever! But mate, what youre experiencing seems to be an after-glow maybe dont jump back into smoking weed if its causing you problems!
 
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