I've had enough

[Orangutangpsychopa]

How the conclusion then comes to final decision. Is it realising life is hard and full of always new challenges. Or plain physical pain. Or teenage frustration.

Is it for those who think about it, some type of positives and negatives count.

Just to ask, just how much a lot teasing or being hobo or negative happenings it takes to plan it and possibly do it? Or so pissed off from daily whatever that nothing helps, is it possible to get on such level that all possibles annoy endlessly and decision is sure, correct, and motives up. Or cops can't find him/her but points start to grow with paranoia...

 

[Draigan]

And some withered, deprived plants still die, no matter how much love & water you give them.

just sayin'

Ok but thats not the case with the plant in question... just sayin

 

[Sam228]

Words that have helped and i keep trying to think is suicide is a permanent solution to a temp problem.

Problem is though, i really do not see any happiness coming out of life... everyone says it's going to get better, but i just don't see it... I have not had much happiness in my life for a long, long time..

Molly, stop trying to think about the future and what might or might not happen, shit never looks good when you project the future. Try to live for today and not think about tomorrow. Anyway, it sounds like you have enough drugs to get good and high today.

If it were me I’d get good and high, a little sex thrown in is always good, and then tomorrow is another day. Come back to this thread tomorrow and tell us how you feel.

 

[n3ophy7e]

^^ Man I know what you're saying but getting high can sometimes exacerbate the problems someone has in life, and it can also stall you from doing the things you need to do to make changes in your life so that you can find happiness. Drugs are fun, drugs can be therapeutic, but we have to know when to admit that they're not helping, and they're not the answer to all problems.

 

[dustback]

Just curious?

Have you considered what this will do to your family / friends?

And there is always a huge chance that you will still awaken and just have a failed attempt.

My dad, my grandpa, and my great grandpa all committed Suicide.

It really hurts other people

Trust me there's a way outta this mess.. I'm between 3-4days clean from heroin (nearly 3 grams a day for a steady 3 months without missing one day)

Talk about sick.
And my Suboxone hardly helped.

I would love to do anything to help

Just to tell you..
I have heard somewhere that something like 90% of suicide survivors changed their mind at the last moment as they just about died

I've been where you are.

ITS FUCKING HELL TO LIVE SOMETIMES
mater a fact.. I'd love to die right now..

But that hurts innocent people.
And I'm a REAL man, I have REAL balls, dignity and Honor (even as an addict) and I'll show everyone I have that by not being selfish and killing myself

good lick
i dont know you, you dont know me, but i'll do ANYTHING to try to help you

I know it sounds so perfect. Please please don't. Odd's are you won't die anyways just get a pumped stomach, some Norcon (or narcan or however you spell it) go to a psych ward, get drug charges.

IT would just be a bad scene

Oh advice: From experience... it sucks to wake up after trying to kill yourself and seeing everyone that loves you (even though they might not act like it cuz you strung out at the moment on dope)

Trust me SO FUCKIN embarrassing man
really..
so please
reconsider
or .. at least fully consider.

 

[molly139]

Going to fight the fight...

I'm going to look at this sight for the help needed... I'm not looking forward to the dreaded wd's and would look for advice on how to cope.. I'm going to start a new thread about wds and fighting the fight...

Thank you for being here... As there really isn't anyone here...

 

[cj]

Loperamide clonidine valium lyrica weed you get all those and you can kick withdrawls ass. Honestly you get a benzo clonodine and pot you will be good to go.