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I've had enough! This is a waste of time and money, got to act like a parent now!

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Sosick of oxy!

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Hello everyone I am new to this forum and am motivated by my desire to quit this crap and become normal again. Like alot of others I became addicted when prescribed perc 5's after my wisdom teeth were removed at age 24. Slowly over time I have taken them recreationaly here and there. I'm 31 now and have 3 kids. One with my girlfriend and two from my previous marriage. I am at the point now where I'm spending a couple hundred dollars a day on perc 30's and op 80's. I am now at the ceiling for this amount and I'm getting nothing from it. I want to be done and can't imagine spending more and continuing to climb higher amounts to get the high I need. I know for a fact if i go to heroin, whether its up the nose or Iv i'm all done and consider my future gone.As it is I've made many poor decisions because of what i'm doing now.

I know there are many other far deeper than I am right now and I don't want to get to that point. I'm only doing 120 mg's a day but so is my gf. Its enough to be a pain in the ass for both of us especially when we're not even getting high anymore. Its always such an internal battle saying no to yourself when the money is there and your hook up is there whenever you call. Done with having my paychecks spent before I get them and paying only some of the bills with whats left.
 
Dude firstly you should go see your GP and tell them that, exactly how you wrote it. If you're short on money and can't spare the Doctors fee ( i'm guessing you're American right and have to pay for healthcare ) then try to seek out a charity that helps people in your situation, maybe looking for a support group might be helpful.
 
Phosfiend said:
Dude firstly you should go see your GP and tell them that, exactly how you wrote it. If you're short on money and can't spare the Doctors fee ( i'm guessing you're American right and have to pay for healthcare ) then try to seek out a charity that helps people in your situation, maybe looking for a support group might be helpful.
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Hey thanks for the reply but what do you mean by GP?
 
Day 1 here comes the fun, 18hrs sine last use. Body aches and diarrhea to start. Already trying to convince myself, just one more time . Telling that voice in my head to shut the fuck up!
 
Are subs really necessary for just a 120-200MG habit a day? I've done them before but I think if I can quit cold turkey that's the way I should go. Not looking forward to the no sleep nights coming up. The one thing I can't deal with is the RLS. It is the absolute worst for me. I've tried everything and nothing works. Ready for mental warfare..bring it on!
 
^ Nah, subs aren't necessary for that. I'm going on day 4 of withdrawal from the heroin equivalent of probably 240mg oxycodone and I'm doing it cold turkey. I'm doing alright so far, though withdrawals are different for everybody, but you can get by alright with that habit. Clonidine helps with RLS. That's about the only drug in my withdrawal arsenal. I took some nighttime cough medicine the first few nights and that seemed to help too, so maybe look into getting that since it's OTC. Loperamine helps too but can prolong the withdrawals, and if you are like me you want it to be over with as soon as possible, which is why I shy away from tapering down or using subs/methadone/loperamide/whatever.

Actually the only taper that I felt worked well was when I tapered off of heroin/oxycodone/morphine/whatever other opiate I could get my hands on by using the oxycodone, but that can take some will power. Certain circumstances made it so I could only get a small amount at a time, so that's how I was able to taper without worrying too much about will power.
 
Tommyboy said:
^ Nah, subs aren't necessary for that. I'm going on day 4 of withdrawal from the heroin equivalent of probably 240mg oxycodone and I'm doing it cold turkey. I'm doing alright so far, though withdrawals are different for everybody, but you can get by alright with that habit. Clonidine helps with RLS. That's about the only drug in my withdrawal arsenal. I took some nighttime cough medicine the first few nights and that seemed to help too, so maybe look into getting that since it's OTC. Loperamine helps too but can prolong the withdrawals, and if you are like me you want it to be over with as soon as possible, which is why I shy away from tapering down or using subs/methadone/loperamide/whatever.

Actually the only taper that I felt worked well was when I tapered off of heroin/oxycodone/morphine/whatever other opiate I could get my hands on by using the oxycodone, but that can take some will power. Certain circumstances made it so I could only get a small amount at a time, so that's how I was able to taper without worrying too much about will power.
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Thanks for the info.Yea I've tried subs before and found I like those too, so prob not a good idea to mess around with them.Good luck to you!
 
Sosick of oxy! said:
Hey thanks for the reply but what do you mean by GP?
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Doc" quack " white witch " night nurse ' way forward I had all of my teen age years and most of my adult life playing the game had my first kid little girl at the time i thought it was they way foward as most people's my age was carried on taking a corner from a unit weekly if not before then had other and started thinking but only when I woke up on a Thursday since Monday to play the game again for 4 days then that dryed up but was having at the time maddest best time so you could did not think about the to kids I had
then they started talking and crying every time I left the house and then I new it was time to stop playing and best thing I. Ever did was get out of game skintight now no more 6 holidays. A year or top restront most nights of the week but I ca say I now hats going on now and as long as my kis are happy that's enough to stop dry with out help mind over matter you have to want to 100% that you and girl or things wnt change kids will always follow in parrents footsteps so if you are 100% and girls not. Then leave with kids if your at same level say 98% then it will not work even if you take them with u rehab that's just to get money of the Ritch and rehab for poor is just to meet new contacts do it for your kids but do it Because you want to better them if that not enough then I'm sorry it's a great life to liv but it will be a short one and a hard one for your kids no doctor or drug can help u only you I'm year and had clean and only starting to get the reality off life and mabey I'm only geting the good time feeling every now and then but the ones I have been having last for ever un like years of madness and that it years of ? It's up to u what you want to be or what can you be fuck the doc fuck everybody if you do not be leave in your self or your next generation then give your kids to some body who will your life is yours to leed but if you can't stop give them to some one who can the seconds d reality kicks n and you would give every thing you think you love up for the next generation of you they deserve better oh them nine the corner I had at first was for the life style the just for the pipe then for the vein and in the end I did it al my self because I want better than any one else and my kid have a chance about what life is about but even now I miss the first 8 years o it but the other could not tell you because I can't brain dead but the last 4 years been the beast 4 years in life because I remember things I use to do not thing I have to do every min of so just to do something I can't remember take life and not what you thnk it's all about because all them time in the end will be one when you can have millions
 
All the best if u mean it but u can't say shit Intill you get what I feel now its not easy when you think that this is the good times only when your at your lowest and your brain is trying and your body saying please can I have some more one wake up and the piss And shit because the bag off nappy that u think u might off seen 2 weeks ago end up in need with your baby's y do u think your last girl left got to do it as a unit not as a cell
 
But if baby's not included have as much as u want when u want but take checks don't give them away its all about u and then their was 2
so I had a few as my kids eat poo but no one new and that includes u but just remember that they will end up like u and the poor cunt don't have a clue so when your gone they will only blame u so think what u want but to your self no one else you are u and so in big IT'S UP To You WAKE U° PPPP 9 to 00000 because I can for my baby's when there and I'm not they
can only remember what took them on their way toooo sorry or not because all the new was to eat poo so read it be leave it it it only up to uuuuuuuuuuu
 
Wake up silly bollocks it not all about u wake up see the life not one buzz for free

Who done that was it u who are u sorry but u don't make any sence Just stop thinking that u have a problem and you won't have one in your own eyes if you want to be like 45% of uk or 65 of Europe then they or 32% off the world that have want to have beens or the 96% off the next on a average of 2 that would that 8% left would be with my next generation I ant no cunt but I was a big one in my game even a biger one in my 2 kids eyes now so let's remember not the place u sit ut th place you got up from and let that be yours and let your baby's think for the right things not because off mummy and daddy get up and stand up and stand up for their rights or I will cut u to fuck and then fuck your wife as kids stand their and watch but after all after that they might get a chance in life then watching u scag out with only ure thoughts in your life man up and keep your kids safe 3700° tenant at a time can u dive
 
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