I've been taking mdpv and need advice

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around 3 years ago I got some mdpv from *snip - no source discussion* and me and some friends took it before going to club and I had the best time of my entire life I got like 5 girls phonenumbers and danced wit ha bunch of girls and I've never danced before it changed me it made me my ideal self. I usually get super nervous around girls and have never had a girlfriend and I'm in early 20's. The first night I took it we thought it was cocaine for some reason and I did way more than the normal dose and didn't sleep for over 30 hours i think and later that night I ended up saying some really fucked up stuff that was true and losing friends. I ended up getting more and doing/saying some more fucked up stuff and ended up losing all my friends and pretty much had to transfer to a new school/city which wasn't that bad because I was planning on transferring anyway. I just got some mdpv in the mail from *snip - no source discussion* I got it as a free sample for a review and I did a bump of it a few hours ago and it changed me to my ideal self again I've been on dating sites and I have a girl wanting me to go to party with hher and another girl that wants to come over and smoke/play video games and I know I'll be confident and intereesting because I can do a little mdpv and I wont have a ton of anxiety about hooking up with teh girl or if/when I should make a move. It's scary how much this drug improves my social skills. I still have a ton left and it's cheap but I don't want to take this drug to feel like this. I have good self control and I'm not worried about becoming addicted or anything. I need advice anyone been in a similar circumstance?