ForEverAfter
Ex-Bluelighter
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- Jan 16, 2012
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funny thing. i don't actually have any circulatory problems. my veins are fine. my arm was turning red because of an infection. less than 18 hours after having an antibiotic shot at the hospital, the swelling and redness is completely gone. my hand is back to how it was before i started this binge. as if nothing ever happened. i appreciate the sentiment, but I've been doing this for thirteen years and I've taken many breaks. I'm not new to ice.
having said all that, I have already found something much better. when we hang out together, we talk all night. like 12 hours straight. a girl that I never could have imagined being interested in me. gorgeous. creative. eccentric. 10 years younger than me. i don't want to take meth around her, cause that might fuck things up. if it's a choice between her and meth, i chose her without hesitation. i don't want to be on hard drugs, anymore. i don't need them.
Withdrawal is easy, because i have somewhere else i want to be.
having said all that, I have already found something much better. when we hang out together, we talk all night. like 12 hours straight. a girl that I never could have imagined being interested in me. gorgeous. creative. eccentric. 10 years younger than me. i don't want to take meth around her, cause that might fuck things up. if it's a choice between her and meth, i chose her without hesitation. i don't want to be on hard drugs, anymore. i don't need them.
Withdrawal is easy, because i have somewhere else i want to be.