beezwax
Bluelighter
Hi guys! Ive been lurking on BL for damn near ten years and have only posted a couple times. I know this is a harm reduction website and I am looking for some advice. After an epic battle with opiate addiction I am currently taking buprenorphine. Currently the only buprenorphine that I have access to is in the form of a sublingual troche/gummy. It is nearly the same consistancy as a gummy bear. It is about the size of a postage stamp and it is grape flavored. it is a square scored with a (+) to divide it into four pieces. They are sold by a compounding pharmacy. I have not heard too much about these but I know the ones that I am getting are potent. I am paying way too much for these and I need to get more out of them. I am on the verge of attempting to IV them. I was iv'ing the suboxone films for a while before and I could get by on about .3-.4mg per day, whereas when I use them SL I have to do around 2mg to get the same result it seems. I know this is dangerous and I am ONLY looking for any input on how to make this safer. This is what ive done so far.
I put a small piece of the gummy (approx. 0.4mg) into a cooker.
2.) Mixed 1cc of water
3.) Heated lightly(w/o heat the gummy would not dissolve)
4.) The remaining liquid is clear with a purple tint and is slightly viscous.
5.) add another half .cc of distilled water
6.) Filtered and refiltered 5 times with a tightly rolled cotton(I know a micron filter is needed however I will end up IVing this before i am able to obtain the filters)
7.) the remaining liquid in the syringe still has a slight purple tint but it is no longer syrupy and the liquid tastes SWEET
I am wanting to know if there is anything I can do that can possibly make this safer. Is there anything I can mix with the gummy to get it to break down and dissolve without heat? If anyone has any experience with these troches I would appreciate any input. Thanks again and please don't bash me. I know this is incredibly dangerous and do not condone anyone else using these in this manner
-beez
I put a small piece of the gummy (approx. 0.4mg) into a cooker.
2.) Mixed 1cc of water
3.) Heated lightly(w/o heat the gummy would not dissolve)
4.) The remaining liquid is clear with a purple tint and is slightly viscous.
5.) add another half .cc of distilled water
6.) Filtered and refiltered 5 times with a tightly rolled cotton(I know a micron filter is needed however I will end up IVing this before i am able to obtain the filters)
7.) the remaining liquid in the syringe still has a slight purple tint but it is no longer syrupy and the liquid tastes SWEET
I am wanting to know if there is anything I can do that can possibly make this safer. Is there anything I can mix with the gummy to get it to break down and dissolve without heat? If anyone has any experience with these troches I would appreciate any input. Thanks again and please don't bash me. I know this is incredibly dangerous and do not condone anyone else using these in this manner
-beez