it's just a roll of 8mm film clip

[astraldreams]

can you count the number of times
to which you sit and hate life
for all that it bring despite
the bright spots and occasional laughs
can you count the number of times when
you wish to disappear without any explanations
there is this bitterness coated candy tongue
blue skies of distant hell raining down
no heros no one in a freezeframe horror 8mm film of your bloody life
rollercoasters big screams huge grins like your
regular news channel flash tv
hugging yourself tightly bringing the closest
comfort that is. silence deafening screams
getting so used to being a spectator at your own damn movie.

 

[harraser]

can you count the number of times
to which you sit and hate life
for all that it bring despite
the bright spots and occasional laughs
can you count the number of times when
you wish to disappear without any explanations
.......
hugging yourself tightly bringing the closest
comfort that is. silence deafening screams
getting so used to being a spectator at your own damn movie.
oh god do i feel this right now!!!! ive been feeling shit for about a day and a half now, just in the kinda mood where you wanna go out of your way to fuck everything up and just walk away........
thanks for this. -ant

 

[astraldreams]

I get it from out of the blue and its so often sometimes that I'm sick of it. The remote doesn't even work so we get stuck watching repeats. tunes to go with it?
Sparklehorse & Radiohead - Wish you were here
Mogwai - Tracy
//dull isn't it//
I hope we'll feel better soon.