It's been a hot weekend here in the 'ham, the heat radating from the asphalt makes it 10x hotter then more country/woody areas, another reason why I do not want to be here. Minus all the empty syringes and can bottoms I find a source of somewhat clean water from a gas station and fill my water ug and head back to my car, (spilt water on my keyboard the other night so the letter inbetween the h and k doesnt work".
Last night I debated weather or not I wanted to go catch a $1 movie at the local theatre, and since I was tired I decided not to, because the night before I went to catch a movie and nod'd all the way through it so don't remimber much of it. Thinking about going to catch 'the raven' at 2:00pm today because I have nothing better to do with my time. It's fucking sunday aint shit worth doing anyway if your not working, and have no place to live.might as well reak the benifits of this life before shit catchs up with me.
Ended up almost overdosing last night, or did but didnt relise it until after it hit me, the buz was good but then started to nod further and further into a deep nod, where i could hardly stay awake. shit had me scared for a minute then i relised that if i ever planned to overdose on purpose again this is what it would feel like, so now I'm somewhat firmilar with the feeling, i've already overdosed before in my life, and it happened so quick that i dont recall what the hell happened,ust woke up with EMTs sticking shit in my arm that wasn't dope.narcand myass.
Enough of that shit, now here I sit at mc donalds, my favorite free wifi spot, saved my $1 styrofoam tea cup about a week ago and been enoying free drinks ever since. well not free because ive spent loads of $ here, more like redeeming my points. Since no work on the weekends been trying to make the most of my time and spend it on tinychat, someones usualy in their some hour of the day, and its good to feel somewhat support from others when ur out there alone.
been a fucking hot weekend here, man and its suposd to get hotter. what kind of shit is this?wears winter when u need it, got a warm blanket but what shit is that supposed to give me when its hot outside? all i can do is ust try and cool off in my car, or go do something that doesnt require much if any money, or free. and most free type places only allow u to spend somuch time there before they kick u to the street,which is why im not able to stay at the homeless shelter here in town, already stayed a week there, and cant stay longer then that, so it really sucks if u ask me, but its all good for now, things could be a hellva lot worst.
so i made my mind up, today at 2:50 going to go catch a movie, and hang around till bed time. going to sleep earlier tonight because im going to have to show up to the labor finder place at 5am this morning, and my gas tank is looking prety dry, wish i hadnt spent my $20 on dope, coulda spent it on some other things like gas instead. but owell, hopefully monday i dont do the sameshit.rather not even think about it.
well thats it for now, hopefully ill b able to update later, peace
Last night I debated weather or not I wanted to go catch a $1 movie at the local theatre, and since I was tired I decided not to, because the night before I went to catch a movie and nod'd all the way through it so don't remimber much of it. Thinking about going to catch 'the raven' at 2:00pm today because I have nothing better to do with my time. It's fucking sunday aint shit worth doing anyway if your not working, and have no place to live.might as well reak the benifits of this life before shit catchs up with me.
Ended up almost overdosing last night, or did but didnt relise it until after it hit me, the buz was good but then started to nod further and further into a deep nod, where i could hardly stay awake. shit had me scared for a minute then i relised that if i ever planned to overdose on purpose again this is what it would feel like, so now I'm somewhat firmilar with the feeling, i've already overdosed before in my life, and it happened so quick that i dont recall what the hell happened,ust woke up with EMTs sticking shit in my arm that wasn't dope.narcand myass.
Enough of that shit, now here I sit at mc donalds, my favorite free wifi spot, saved my $1 styrofoam tea cup about a week ago and been enoying free drinks ever since. well not free because ive spent loads of $ here, more like redeeming my points. Since no work on the weekends been trying to make the most of my time and spend it on tinychat, someones usualy in their some hour of the day, and its good to feel somewhat support from others when ur out there alone.
been a fucking hot weekend here, man and its suposd to get hotter. what kind of shit is this?wears winter when u need it, got a warm blanket but what shit is that supposed to give me when its hot outside? all i can do is ust try and cool off in my car, or go do something that doesnt require much if any money, or free. and most free type places only allow u to spend somuch time there before they kick u to the street,which is why im not able to stay at the homeless shelter here in town, already stayed a week there, and cant stay longer then that, so it really sucks if u ask me, but its all good for now, things could be a hellva lot worst.
so i made my mind up, today at 2:50 going to go catch a movie, and hang around till bed time. going to sleep earlier tonight because im going to have to show up to the labor finder place at 5am this morning, and my gas tank is looking prety dry, wish i hadnt spent my $20 on dope, coulda spent it on some other things like gas instead. but owell, hopefully monday i dont do the sameshit.rather not even think about it.
well thats it for now, hopefully ill b able to update later, peace
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