I would typo the title with :*Start coming "HACK" he thinks*. Should have been "BACK".. SWIM is feeling rough.
Sup, guys. I have for many years read here, I mean, since the early-mid 2000's it feels like to me. No idea on the age of the site. Well, I just came back and wondered across a post, quickly, where some uneducated person wanted to post to someone and tell them how it is, and how what THEY are going through is this or that. The EXPERIENCED people can relate to damn near ANYTHING, anyONE has done because of addiction. It's real, it's bad. ANYONE will talk themselves out of the wrongs and tell themselves how they will fix it just so they can get that next high they feel like they need. Well, that's my experience, as much as my has still messed up MANY times for a LONG time. But that's another story for another day. Some people don't know what addiction can make the best of us do. And even the best of us have strong guidelines... but the ones we MAY break, are terrible for us. So, on to something else now
Well I is on day 4 of my subutex withdrawal. Had been going to a doc for well over 1y/3m. 4 day ween off from 21 a week starting and after 14 months being at 16 a week. I weened... HORRIBLY. He is also an IV'er at times... too much, daily, but still did them under my mouth occasionally. So, point being,I has been taking 10mg yellow Hydro 10/325's to cope... 3-4 a day.. for 3 days, and today 2 today so far I is out now. I got some xan, peach, has about 40. I is trying to make them last, but I don't see over 5 more days them for me. Well just wanted to talk. Any experience would be nice.
PS. I still is not wanting to get MESSED UP... whether alcohol, ice, coca cola, chicken, but just KNOWS he shouldn't.
Sup, guys. I have for many years read here, I mean, since the early-mid 2000's it feels like to me. No idea on the age of the site. Well, I just came back and wondered across a post, quickly, where some uneducated person wanted to post to someone and tell them how it is, and how what THEY are going through is this or that. The EXPERIENCED people can relate to damn near ANYTHING, anyONE has done because of addiction. It's real, it's bad. ANYONE will talk themselves out of the wrongs and tell themselves how they will fix it just so they can get that next high they feel like they need. Well, that's my experience, as much as my has still messed up MANY times for a LONG time. But that's another story for another day. Some people don't know what addiction can make the best of us do. And even the best of us have strong guidelines... but the ones we MAY break, are terrible for us. So, on to something else now
Well I is on day 4 of my subutex withdrawal. Had been going to a doc for well over 1y/3m. 4 day ween off from 21 a week starting and after 14 months being at 16 a week. I weened... HORRIBLY. He is also an IV'er at times... too much, daily, but still did them under my mouth occasionally. So, point being,I has been taking 10mg yellow Hydro 10/325's to cope... 3-4 a day.. for 3 days, and today 2 today so far I is out now. I got some xan, peach, has about 40. I is trying to make them last, but I don't see over 5 more days them for me. Well just wanted to talk. Any experience would be nice.
PS. I still is not wanting to get MESSED UP... whether alcohol, ice, coca cola, chicken, but just KNOWS he shouldn't.
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