it's been a loooong time :)

it's been a long time since i've posted here....like 2003/2004! wow...how life has CHANGED! but i always had such a good time on this forum...i thought i would get back onto the swing of things. i used to be one hell of a party girl...and these days....well, i can tell you....i'm takin it much slower. i've been to hell and back and am really just starting to find myself again. this board makes me nostalgic...i can almost see myself sitting at my old computer in my old living room....with my now seperated husband....typing my posts....takin some xanax (used to be a love of mine). my my how times have changed. the things i should've done differently....the regrets....there are many. the tears....they still come. i look at where i am, who i am now.....and i have mixed feelings. on the flip side...i have so many wonderful memories, so many happy times....anyways, this board seems to be the only place i can still be the "old" me. i am happy to be back

 

It's great to see you back! Can't say that I remember you too well, but to be fair I didn't post a ton back then.