it makes no sense...(brownie encouraged this)

[SomeoneLikeME]

Tonight you told me that you loved me, and what was going through your head.....how in the fuck you gonna explain to me that you didn't mean the things you said...
You said, oh baby, can you handle it, do you want it, i don't think you can...i said give me everything you got, show me youre a real man....
then after the play, the fun , all that...you told me you had been with her, and i just had to laugh
youre kidding, youre joking, theres no way you can be for real...youre serious, not playing, do you know how the fuck that made me feel?
fuck you, i'm not blind, couldn't you have made it clear??? i guess you told me only the sweet words you wanted me to hear
and now im left here, crying and alone....now i wish i hadn't had the heart to come in and pick up that phone...
small explanation: after a seemingly normal conversation with him, he breaks the news that hed been fucking around.....sorry, it still hurts
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"...I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend in the end..." -"Kryptonite" Three Doors Down
"cause it's always raining in my head...Forget all the things I SHOULD have said..." Epiphany, Staind

 

[Brownie]

The pain will be temporary. Happiness and self love in the end is a lifetime. I do understand the anger and the pain you feel right now towards your ex.
It is amazing that you are able to share this with us. It's amazing what one can write when they write from the heart.
Be strong, keep your chin up, smile, and if you need anything, please feel free to e mail, AIM, or go to chat. I know people will be there to help you.
Thank you for sharing.

Brownie

 

[E-girl]

brownie..... i also did what you said... about the letter....
it really helped.
thanks sweetie.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."