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helvin

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Hello everyone as u see im new user here but i have been lurking here for years and wanting get some things off the chest.
Been addict for 3 years and after good rehab i been sober for 4 years now.
But year ago i tried to touch these nasty things again it's PST this time.
I'm studying medicine and PST doesnt disturbs my studies it doesnt disturbs anything i can live full normal life but im afraid can it destroy my life?.
Should i consider myself sober?
I dont drink alchohol,dont smoke weed and dont do pills and white lines just pst one time in a month and this continues for year now.
Main question here is how much time i have till back to hell?
Can anybody answer me something who had simillar feels or simillar experience?
I I I just cant back to this lifestyle again...it will shatter hearts of people who trusted me who loved me and i will die forever inside me if i start using drugs.
 
Welcome to Bluelight Helvin :)

You said it yourself:

helvin said:
I'm studying medicine and PST doesnt disturbs my studies it doesnt disturbs anything
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Which is good!

helvin said:
but im afraid can it destroy my life?
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Don't let it then! If it doesn't effect you in any way then it sounds like you are stronger than you think. You are in control of your actions and I'm sure if you weren't then you wouldn't have been able to have been sober these past 4 years. Once a month isn't a problem, most would view this as an indulgence which in reality is perfectly acceptable. Most people get drunk on a Friday and/or Saturday night every week and don't view this as a problem. The hospitality industry basically revolves around people having a good time. Having worked in it, I can tell you that society does need people to have a good time for it to function.

Just keep your strength up and don't succumb to 'giving in'. 4 years is an astonishing effort, even if you only indulge once a month that is a stellar effort by many people's standards (mine included). You should be proud of yourself.


Keep up the good work. Keep studying medicine and hopefully you can help others in the world and lead a productive and fulfilling lifestyle.


Wishing you all the best champ.
 
thanks for such a honest advice my heart felt warm after reading your good words!
yea sometimes the pst binge goes for 3 days but no problems happens nothing, i have money i have where to live and sometimes with my good friend we chill.
I become full of questions after reading that people cant stop using pst so i got nervous too becouse i had drug problem.I will stay strong i as meant to be the most concern is about my studies after it going to be real professional!
 
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