Bojangles69
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I've had a few experiences like 10 years ago when I was 18 and I honestly never knew whether it was real ketamine or not.
The reason I ask is because it was by far one of the best experiences of my life, someone has offered me some recently, and I'm considering picking up some.
I just want to validate though that this is what it does. Everywhere I read calls it a dissociate although I don't think I ever took enough to get to that level.
Long story short. Me and my friend were trying to buy heroin a looong time ago. He scored the day before I saw him, told me it definitely wasn't heroin cause he tried some, and from the effects he *thought it was k. I was interested, got a gram and went home to experiment.
Now, I was scared to take a lot and did a line that wasn't really a "line" but so thin it was likely = to a bumps worth. After taking it, I definitely didn't feel any opiate effects, thought it was a waste, went to bed and shut the lights off. In bed, out of nowhere my heart beat seemed to slow down to nothing.
Opiates do that to me but this was far more different. I don't remember feeling "disconnected" but I remember feeling more comfortable than I've ever felt in my life. I felt sober, but like I was floating on my sheets. And I can't recall the state to well today, but all I know is for 10 years I've always wanted to try it again.
But basically I could lay down, not blink, not move a limb, and I couldn't even really feel my heart beating. It was just total absolute calm. It was a low dose, but is this what K does?
A few days later I snorted a fatter line, then drove to the supermarket to see a friend. As I was walking down the aisle I felt drunk, and it felt like I had lost all coordination. It almost felt like the ground was quick sand and my legs would sink into it, wobble, and I had to pull them out to walk straight. I obviously realized this was an issue rather fast, told my friend I thought I was on k, and he walked me to my car and took me home. But all I can really remember from that feeling was feeling like I was drunk.
Following night took it again, but this time alone in the dark like the first time. Got that same feeling of absolute relaxation. I mean opiates make you relaxed but this was a different more intense state, yet at the same time completely peaceful.
Is this what k does? I've read experiences and see a lot of people hallucinating, or talking about how they were hearing things. I vaguely remember seeing flashes of weird white objects when I closed my eyes, but nothing I'd call a hallucination. And anothe reason I'm hesitant about it being k is people say you don't remember your k trips, but I remembered most of everything.
Another thing I noticed was when I left the k out, in 5 mins it turned into a puddle. Not sure if it was cut with something hygroscopic but I went researching ketamine and it doesn't sound like its suppose to do that. Although it could have just been w/e adulterants were in it.
I guess my main question is I don't like hallucinating or losing control over myself and screaming like a lunatic over nothing. I want to take a tiny bit from time to time before I go to bed and enjoy that absolute feeling of "relaxation". But it was a state that stayed in my mind for many years. And I always told myself "if I can get K again I'm doing it". Its just weird because when I took that phatter line (ok "phat" for what I assumed was ketamine, so still small) I just felt like I had drank 12 beers, and couldn't walk or talk and was just totally out of it. But in small doses I LOVED the stuff.
This does sound like k right? And how much for an avg 180lb male do you think leads to that druken stupor? I hated the stupor, but loved lying in bed with a small amount. Now I'm older, and know how to dose it (standardize in liquid) but how much should I take so I'm still able to function, but feeling the effects? Thanks guys!
The reason I ask is because it was by far one of the best experiences of my life, someone has offered me some recently, and I'm considering picking up some.
I just want to validate though that this is what it does. Everywhere I read calls it a dissociate although I don't think I ever took enough to get to that level.
Long story short. Me and my friend were trying to buy heroin a looong time ago. He scored the day before I saw him, told me it definitely wasn't heroin cause he tried some, and from the effects he *thought it was k. I was interested, got a gram and went home to experiment.
Now, I was scared to take a lot and did a line that wasn't really a "line" but so thin it was likely = to a bumps worth. After taking it, I definitely didn't feel any opiate effects, thought it was a waste, went to bed and shut the lights off. In bed, out of nowhere my heart beat seemed to slow down to nothing.
Opiates do that to me but this was far more different. I don't remember feeling "disconnected" but I remember feeling more comfortable than I've ever felt in my life. I felt sober, but like I was floating on my sheets. And I can't recall the state to well today, but all I know is for 10 years I've always wanted to try it again.
But basically I could lay down, not blink, not move a limb, and I couldn't even really feel my heart beating. It was just total absolute calm. It was a low dose, but is this what K does?
A few days later I snorted a fatter line, then drove to the supermarket to see a friend. As I was walking down the aisle I felt drunk, and it felt like I had lost all coordination. It almost felt like the ground was quick sand and my legs would sink into it, wobble, and I had to pull them out to walk straight. I obviously realized this was an issue rather fast, told my friend I thought I was on k, and he walked me to my car and took me home. But all I can really remember from that feeling was feeling like I was drunk.
Following night took it again, but this time alone in the dark like the first time. Got that same feeling of absolute relaxation. I mean opiates make you relaxed but this was a different more intense state, yet at the same time completely peaceful.
Is this what k does? I've read experiences and see a lot of people hallucinating, or talking about how they were hearing things. I vaguely remember seeing flashes of weird white objects when I closed my eyes, but nothing I'd call a hallucination. And anothe reason I'm hesitant about it being k is people say you don't remember your k trips, but I remembered most of everything.
Another thing I noticed was when I left the k out, in 5 mins it turned into a puddle. Not sure if it was cut with something hygroscopic but I went researching ketamine and it doesn't sound like its suppose to do that. Although it could have just been w/e adulterants were in it.
I guess my main question is I don't like hallucinating or losing control over myself and screaming like a lunatic over nothing. I want to take a tiny bit from time to time before I go to bed and enjoy that absolute feeling of "relaxation". But it was a state that stayed in my mind for many years. And I always told myself "if I can get K again I'm doing it". Its just weird because when I took that phatter line (ok "phat" for what I assumed was ketamine, so still small) I just felt like I had drank 12 beers, and couldn't walk or talk and was just totally out of it. But in small doses I LOVED the stuff.
This does sound like k right? And how much for an avg 180lb male do you think leads to that druken stupor? I hated the stupor, but loved lying in bed with a small amount. Now I'm older, and know how to dose it (standardize in liquid) but how much should I take so I'm still able to function, but feeling the effects? Thanks guys!