I did a pretty big dose of 2C-B today. It took oddly long to come on - like 1-2 hours. The visuals were freaking amazing. Better than on acid for sure.
Here's the bad part. Most of my acid trips and the 2C-B trip today end with panic attacks and extreme anxiety/paranoia. Is this the so called comedown or just a bad trip? I did not experience any visuals or any beauty when I got the panic attacks or whatever they were. I felt trapped inside my mind. It was impossible for it to end. A song of 5 minutes felt like 10 hours. I couldn't tell if things already happened or started to happen. I didn't even know who I was. I felt reacting to my surroundings 100%. I heard the people talk and laugh, I immediately laughed too like I was inside their conversation. I was surfing on their every word. I didn't want to "react" to what they were talking about, but I just felt my body and face doing it. I couldn't stop it.
I wanted to say so much but I couldn't say anything. All my thoughts branched out to so many other thoughts. All I could do was shed a tear and not say anything because there was so much to say. At the same time I tried to breathe normally, only to discover myself in an awkward position and my eyes too wide open. Every time I fixed something about my body I found something else that was wrong. I had a thousand thoughts racing in my head. I couldn't tell if I had sat in that position for too long or whether I should be holding my head in that position. Then I would change the position and it felt like I did it too quickly or that I have been doing that all along. Then I tried to figure out if everyone else knew what was going on.
I experienced EXTREME paranoia. I was convinced everyone knew I was on something and was following me. Pure hell. 1 second I was having an heart attack and was too scared to check my phone for time because I was afraid that someone might see the phone light or something. Ridiculous stuff.
Is that your classical bad trip or just a comedown? I seem to get them every time. Totally not worth the hell.
EDIT: The bad stuff started to happen at the peak I guess. I dosed around 19:45 and at 00 I was freaking out bad. I kept asking my friends if I look normal or if they are thinking if I don't look normal, at the same time being convinced that they all have a conspiracy against me and speak in metaphors hoping I don't understand. Fuck that was awful, full insane person mode.
Here's the bad part. Most of my acid trips and the 2C-B trip today end with panic attacks and extreme anxiety/paranoia. Is this the so called comedown or just a bad trip? I did not experience any visuals or any beauty when I got the panic attacks or whatever they were. I felt trapped inside my mind. It was impossible for it to end. A song of 5 minutes felt like 10 hours. I couldn't tell if things already happened or started to happen. I didn't even know who I was. I felt reacting to my surroundings 100%. I heard the people talk and laugh, I immediately laughed too like I was inside their conversation. I was surfing on their every word. I didn't want to "react" to what they were talking about, but I just felt my body and face doing it. I couldn't stop it.
I wanted to say so much but I couldn't say anything. All my thoughts branched out to so many other thoughts. All I could do was shed a tear and not say anything because there was so much to say. At the same time I tried to breathe normally, only to discover myself in an awkward position and my eyes too wide open. Every time I fixed something about my body I found something else that was wrong. I had a thousand thoughts racing in my head. I couldn't tell if I had sat in that position for too long or whether I should be holding my head in that position. Then I would change the position and it felt like I did it too quickly or that I have been doing that all along. Then I tried to figure out if everyone else knew what was going on.
I experienced EXTREME paranoia. I was convinced everyone knew I was on something and was following me. Pure hell. 1 second I was having an heart attack and was too scared to check my phone for time because I was afraid that someone might see the phone light or something. Ridiculous stuff.
Is that your classical bad trip or just a comedown? I seem to get them every time. Totally not worth the hell.
EDIT: The bad stuff started to happen at the peak I guess. I dosed around 19:45 and at 00 I was freaking out bad. I kept asking my friends if I look normal or if they are thinking if I don't look normal, at the same time being convinced that they all have a conspiracy against me and speak in metaphors hoping I don't understand. Fuck that was awful, full insane person mode.
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