PeachyyBoy
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Hey, my question is, Is this a normal phase? Or what should I do? Thanks
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Ever since one of the hottest girls in my school slapped my ass and comments were made that i looked like miley cyrus (because of my hair style and hair colour, (blonde),i began to feel femanine,
I started to have an obsession with ass and i started to compare my body with girls the same age as me (17). I realised i had an unusually big "ghetto booty" for a boy and that my figure sort of matched a girls, i was a petite ,slim, golden brown skinned boy with a larger than average sized ass with hardly any hair in my private parts or my legs (however i had no tits, since i'm a boy obviously i wouldn't have any). I wasn't gay but, i was fascinated by my body and began to feel a bit weird because of my figure.
i looked online to see if it was normal for a boy to feel this way and found out it was pretty common, through searching for 'boy with big ass' i eventually fell into the trap of watching porn, watching teen girls with petite bodies turned me on and i after a while i started watching 'trans porn'. Watching boys who turned into girls being made happy appealed to me but i didn't know why.
i started experimenting with my body and playing with myself like i had never done before, twerking, feeling my ass and nipples, even anal play.
i felt like i was a girl, the only difference was i had a dick.
The more porn i watched the more i wanted to explore myself, after a while i started sneaking around my moms underwear.
This is when things changed for me, wearing tight bras and pink panties that complimented my body made me want to show off myself, i felt more of a desire for cock and wanted to feel what it would be like to have a dick infront of me (not mine) and see what it thought of my body , At the same time I realised what was happening and didnt' want to go down this route, but i was finding it hard to resist.
There was no way i was going to go and find a guy to fuck me as i couldn't live with myself if i had got caught, or if someone found out i felt this way, so instead i made a fake skype profile and found a site where i could find random guys to talk to.
I was now talking with guys through text (pretending to be a girl), one thing lead to another and i found myself taking pictures of my back, ass and legs for the guys pleasure,
I took pictures of myself in panties and bras which i would take after they were drying after being in the washing machine. People were thinking i was a real girl and were giving me compliments , calling me "hot" and "perfect" saying my ass was "peachy" , whilst saying what they would do to me.
I felt happy with myself, my body and my little secret, but i wanted more.
One day I was home alone, and was feeling really horny, I went on Skype and a guy asked me to go on cam, this was something i would never have done before, but today i was willing to do it , i don't know what came over me,
I told him i will but won't show my face as i was shy, I grabbed some panties, slipped them on, positioned myself and opened my cam, i was getting so many compliments about my teen ass and legs, the guy even started jerking off.
I was so horny that I would have sucked a guys cock or let him fuck me in my ass, if one was next to me,
But I felt bad with myself and told him that I was a guy and blocked him.
No matter how guilty I felt that i misled a guy into thinking i was a girl with my body, I still wanted to go back on cam with another guy and make him blow his load whilst thinking about me, wishing he could give me a great time,
A while later I went on Skype and showed a guy some pics whilst he was jerking off, i talked him through it , saying i would love to be with him, how i'd bounce on his cock and how i'd let him cum on my lips , he came and i felt so special, but i then felt guilty and told him i was a boy.
I apologized but i still felt guilty, I wanted this whole thing about me being a girl to stop but i didn't know how, i didn't want to become depressed.
I felt that the only way I could make this thing come to and end , was to feel the things i've been saying to these guys.
I went to the bathroom and put a pair of tight pink panties on that hugged my ass and a sport bra, i went on my knees and put my ass in the air, closed my eyes and spoke to myself in my mind , i could feel my heart racing as if i was actually about to get fucked for the first time, i told myself "i'm going to be a good girl and take it well,"
I slowly lifted up the bra, slowly pulled my panties down how a guy would to me, and started playing with myself.
I put my finger up my ass and imagined it was a cock pounding me, it felt so amazing.
My body felt so sensative, i was being fucked by myself whilst holding onto my would be tits.
After a while the excitement and energy got so much and i was about to cum,
I laid on my back put my legs over my head and prepared for a facial, i was smiling whilst looking into my own cock, ready for my load, it felt like an acomplishment and i came onto my own smile.
I was now in the same situation as the girl at the end of the porn videos i watched, my lips were covered in cum and i knew this would be the end.
I lowered my legs and laid with a cum covered face, astonished with what i had just done,
,
Ever since one of the hottest girls in my school slapped my ass and comments were made that i looked like miley cyrus (because of my hair style and hair colour, (blonde),i began to feel femanine,
I started to have an obsession with ass and i started to compare my body with girls the same age as me (17). I realised i had an unusually big "ghetto booty" for a boy and that my figure sort of matched a girls, i was a petite ,slim, golden brown skinned boy with a larger than average sized ass with hardly any hair in my private parts or my legs (however i had no tits, since i'm a boy obviously i wouldn't have any). I wasn't gay but, i was fascinated by my body and began to feel a bit weird because of my figure.
i looked online to see if it was normal for a boy to feel this way and found out it was pretty common, through searching for 'boy with big ass' i eventually fell into the trap of watching porn, watching teen girls with petite bodies turned me on and i after a while i started watching 'trans porn'. Watching boys who turned into girls being made happy appealed to me but i didn't know why.
i started experimenting with my body and playing with myself like i had never done before, twerking, feeling my ass and nipples, even anal play.
i felt like i was a girl, the only difference was i had a dick.
The more porn i watched the more i wanted to explore myself, after a while i started sneaking around my moms underwear.
This is when things changed for me, wearing tight bras and pink panties that complimented my body made me want to show off myself, i felt more of a desire for cock and wanted to feel what it would be like to have a dick infront of me (not mine) and see what it thought of my body , At the same time I realised what was happening and didnt' want to go down this route, but i was finding it hard to resist.
There was no way i was going to go and find a guy to fuck me as i couldn't live with myself if i had got caught, or if someone found out i felt this way, so instead i made a fake skype profile and found a site where i could find random guys to talk to.
I was now talking with guys through text (pretending to be a girl), one thing lead to another and i found myself taking pictures of my back, ass and legs for the guys pleasure,
I took pictures of myself in panties and bras which i would take after they were drying after being in the washing machine. People were thinking i was a real girl and were giving me compliments , calling me "hot" and "perfect" saying my ass was "peachy" , whilst saying what they would do to me.
I felt happy with myself, my body and my little secret, but i wanted more.
One day I was home alone, and was feeling really horny, I went on Skype and a guy asked me to go on cam, this was something i would never have done before, but today i was willing to do it , i don't know what came over me,
I told him i will but won't show my face as i was shy, I grabbed some panties, slipped them on, positioned myself and opened my cam, i was getting so many compliments about my teen ass and legs, the guy even started jerking off.
I was so horny that I would have sucked a guys cock or let him fuck me in my ass, if one was next to me,
But I felt bad with myself and told him that I was a guy and blocked him.
No matter how guilty I felt that i misled a guy into thinking i was a girl with my body, I still wanted to go back on cam with another guy and make him blow his load whilst thinking about me, wishing he could give me a great time,
A while later I went on Skype and showed a guy some pics whilst he was jerking off, i talked him through it , saying i would love to be with him, how i'd bounce on his cock and how i'd let him cum on my lips , he came and i felt so special, but i then felt guilty and told him i was a boy.
I apologized but i still felt guilty, I wanted this whole thing about me being a girl to stop but i didn't know how, i didn't want to become depressed.
I felt that the only way I could make this thing come to and end , was to feel the things i've been saying to these guys.
I went to the bathroom and put a pair of tight pink panties on that hugged my ass and a sport bra, i went on my knees and put my ass in the air, closed my eyes and spoke to myself in my mind , i could feel my heart racing as if i was actually about to get fucked for the first time, i told myself "i'm going to be a good girl and take it well,"
I slowly lifted up the bra, slowly pulled my panties down how a guy would to me, and started playing with myself.
I put my finger up my ass and imagined it was a cock pounding me, it felt so amazing.
My body felt so sensative, i was being fucked by myself whilst holding onto my would be tits.
After a while the excitement and energy got so much and i was about to cum,
I laid on my back put my legs over my head and prepared for a facial, i was smiling whilst looking into my own cock, ready for my load, it felt like an acomplishment and i came onto my own smile.
I was now in the same situation as the girl at the end of the porn videos i watched, my lips were covered in cum and i knew this would be the end.
I lowered my legs and laid with a cum covered face, astonished with what i had just done,