First of all what a great forum,Iv only just stumbled across it looking for pill information and now im lost in threads absorbing some great posts,
to my problem I will try to keep short as possible hoping someone somewhere may be able to shed some light on my world of continuous pain,
My question is does anyone know of a prescribed methamphetamine type drug that is used to help with severe nerve damage pain????
I broke my c2 vertebrae 21 years ago now in a car accident,even tho my bones grafted together on a wrong angle with my c2 having slipped forward and off center giving me F/A left hand side movement,I like every other brake <I've had many > being young dumb and full of cum just thought I'd be able to handle it like every other accident and carry on with living life how ever I liked,all be it with pain,
From the early days I suffered extreme headaches from anything jarring or when long periods physical activity was done, but I just swallowed mega pain killers mainly all the weaker ones back in the early days and carried on or just layed up until I could restart again,
Time has seen my demise in a big way,especially over the last five years,the pain taking over to the point of no social life,changing my personality of happy go lucky person to just simply hating the world and leaving all my love ones as not wanting to infect them to my world of negativity where I don't have a real smile no longer and my days are mostly spent sitting on my arse watching bullshit movies as activity just kills me,
six months ago now I had an operation where I had nerves in my neck moved around apparently to better parts of neck where there is less muscle spasm and better clearance and a titanium plate fusing my c2/c3 together,there was a 30% chance of being paralyzed or having my lungs collapse during the op so doctors told me!!! unless doctors were just shiting me but I'm at that stage of pain I'll take any risks as I don't want to keep living like this or can't keep on living like this,
my diagnosis is extreme nerve damage in my neck that cause's all my problems so the doctors tell me which cause,
shooting sharp pains throughout body,quite random and seemingly brought on by nothing although movement and activity makes them alot worse leaving behind bad aches that make me very fatigued,
my biggest problem being the sharp pains that go up from my neck into the back of my head that causes hideous debilitating headaches,I go to sleep with a headache I awake with one only the levels change,but I'm at a stage now where the simple things in life are very hard to do and there seems to be no answer operation wise nor prescription drug wise,
over the years I have been prescribed many different types of drugs,alot of epilepsy type pills as they are nervous system stimulants but the side affects have in most cases been fucken horrible and out wieghing the little or if any help they offered,
the drugs im on now are
two 10mgs slow release morphine morning and night with three to four 10mgs fast releif morphine over period of day,
two times 0.5mgs clonazepam twice a day
four times 75mg lyrica twice a day
then the anti depresants that do nuda
and laxsol to shit etc
basically what I'm prescribed doesn't work,with only sitting on my arse all day long giving me the most relief possible from the pain that seems to be crippling me more and more with time making me useless to all I love and leading me into a lifestyle that isn't a life at all,
I've been no stranger to recreational drug use over the years and have enjoyed and tried most things on a casual basis,the drugs I've enjoyed the most eg trips,katermine,ecstasy,cannabis,meth,,
cannabis now seems to most of the time make my pain more intense,
the reason for my meth question is that I went over the top a little like most do when using it and had a habit of around 5years of constant usage, until I realized that it had taken me over and quit it for good,part reason I used so much for so long tho was it has been the only drug I have taken that has been able to give me gooooooooood relief from my headaches and other sharp pains in neck and body making me feel somewhat normal as a functioning human being again,I have told doctors of this and their reactions are all the same bar one,they all have just frowned on me,The only one who didn't said to me as soon as they make a pain killer for the nervous system along the lines of meth it will be a brake through in medical science,
I don't want to go back to being hooked on meth again but the way things are going id rather have a shorter and good quality of life than a long drugged up one on prescription drugs that offer little help and a bullshit quality of life anyway,
does anyone know of a prescription type drug that is or isn't methamphetamine but could possibly help me with relief from the type of pain I suffer so that I can hit up the specialists with some names of some drugs that may be able to help me,If they won't prescribe them to me here in New Zealand where I live I'll move to a country that well, as I desperately want even if its only a little of my life and smile back so so bad,
to anyone that has taken the time to read this I thank you and to anyone that can offer me any advice I am deeply grateful,
sincerely crashnz
,
to my problem I will try to keep short as possible hoping someone somewhere may be able to shed some light on my world of continuous pain,
My question is does anyone know of a prescribed methamphetamine type drug that is used to help with severe nerve damage pain????
I broke my c2 vertebrae 21 years ago now in a car accident,even tho my bones grafted together on a wrong angle with my c2 having slipped forward and off center giving me F/A left hand side movement,I like every other brake <I've had many > being young dumb and full of cum just thought I'd be able to handle it like every other accident and carry on with living life how ever I liked,all be it with pain,
From the early days I suffered extreme headaches from anything jarring or when long periods physical activity was done, but I just swallowed mega pain killers mainly all the weaker ones back in the early days and carried on or just layed up until I could restart again,
Time has seen my demise in a big way,especially over the last five years,the pain taking over to the point of no social life,changing my personality of happy go lucky person to just simply hating the world and leaving all my love ones as not wanting to infect them to my world of negativity where I don't have a real smile no longer and my days are mostly spent sitting on my arse watching bullshit movies as activity just kills me,
six months ago now I had an operation where I had nerves in my neck moved around apparently to better parts of neck where there is less muscle spasm and better clearance and a titanium plate fusing my c2/c3 together,there was a 30% chance of being paralyzed or having my lungs collapse during the op so doctors told me!!! unless doctors were just shiting me but I'm at that stage of pain I'll take any risks as I don't want to keep living like this or can't keep on living like this,
my diagnosis is extreme nerve damage in my neck that cause's all my problems so the doctors tell me which cause,
shooting sharp pains throughout body,quite random and seemingly brought on by nothing although movement and activity makes them alot worse leaving behind bad aches that make me very fatigued,
my biggest problem being the sharp pains that go up from my neck into the back of my head that causes hideous debilitating headaches,I go to sleep with a headache I awake with one only the levels change,but I'm at a stage now where the simple things in life are very hard to do and there seems to be no answer operation wise nor prescription drug wise,
over the years I have been prescribed many different types of drugs,alot of epilepsy type pills as they are nervous system stimulants but the side affects have in most cases been fucken horrible and out wieghing the little or if any help they offered,
the drugs im on now are
two 10mgs slow release morphine morning and night with three to four 10mgs fast releif morphine over period of day,
two times 0.5mgs clonazepam twice a day
four times 75mg lyrica twice a day
then the anti depresants that do nuda
and laxsol to shit etc
basically what I'm prescribed doesn't work,with only sitting on my arse all day long giving me the most relief possible from the pain that seems to be crippling me more and more with time making me useless to all I love and leading me into a lifestyle that isn't a life at all,
I've been no stranger to recreational drug use over the years and have enjoyed and tried most things on a casual basis,the drugs I've enjoyed the most eg trips,katermine,ecstasy,cannabis,meth,,
cannabis now seems to most of the time make my pain more intense,
the reason for my meth question is that I went over the top a little like most do when using it and had a habit of around 5years of constant usage, until I realized that it had taken me over and quit it for good,part reason I used so much for so long tho was it has been the only drug I have taken that has been able to give me gooooooooood relief from my headaches and other sharp pains in neck and body making me feel somewhat normal as a functioning human being again,I have told doctors of this and their reactions are all the same bar one,they all have just frowned on me,The only one who didn't said to me as soon as they make a pain killer for the nervous system along the lines of meth it will be a brake through in medical science,
I don't want to go back to being hooked on meth again but the way things are going id rather have a shorter and good quality of life than a long drugged up one on prescription drugs that offer little help and a bullshit quality of life anyway,
does anyone know of a prescription type drug that is or isn't methamphetamine but could possibly help me with relief from the type of pain I suffer so that I can hit up the specialists with some names of some drugs that may be able to help me,If they won't prescribe them to me here in New Zealand where I live I'll move to a country that well, as I desperately want even if its only a little of my life and smile back so so bad,
to anyone that has taken the time to read this I thank you and to anyone that can offer me any advice I am deeply grateful,
sincerely crashnz
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