Hey guys,
So I have a few things I'm concerned about, basically I'm an idiot and I harshly regret it. I didn't do enough research and concluded from reading a few articles that mdma was not neurotoxic to me. I began rolling pretty often and ended up rolling 8 times in a row, each time with a small one pill dose, only once did I take two. I mean that's a pretty heavy level of usage that was about 6 weeks worth of straight rolling. I always stayed hydrated and kept cool at raves, however, but I did not take antioxidants. Lately I kept reading and realized that MDMA actually can be neurotoxic, I'm honestly still not sure why but the point is there's a lot of skepticism behind it and point is no matter what if you do it too often it's gonna be neurotoxic in some way. So what do you guys think? Have I already taken on heavy neurotoxicity, honestly my moods are fine and my memory doesn't seem to damaged, I can still recall events I recently did, I'm still scared though that I may have done permanent damage. But in the cells the cell body is never destroyed it is only the branches of the seratonin neuron. So I decided to stop and rolled last weekend after not rolling for 4 weeks but now I've decided to stop altogether.
Is there any chance that my brain may go back to the way it was before after a few years? I mean even if the seratonin receptors don't grow back do they make different pathways to return the brain to normal function? I know heavy users with heavy neurotoxicity get serious permanent memory issues but I haven't found a problem with with mine, so maybe there is still a chance?
Any info could be greatly appreciated, lots of love! thank you so much guys!
So I have a few things I'm concerned about, basically I'm an idiot and I harshly regret it. I didn't do enough research and concluded from reading a few articles that mdma was not neurotoxic to me. I began rolling pretty often and ended up rolling 8 times in a row, each time with a small one pill dose, only once did I take two. I mean that's a pretty heavy level of usage that was about 6 weeks worth of straight rolling. I always stayed hydrated and kept cool at raves, however, but I did not take antioxidants. Lately I kept reading and realized that MDMA actually can be neurotoxic, I'm honestly still not sure why but the point is there's a lot of skepticism behind it and point is no matter what if you do it too often it's gonna be neurotoxic in some way. So what do you guys think? Have I already taken on heavy neurotoxicity, honestly my moods are fine and my memory doesn't seem to damaged, I can still recall events I recently did, I'm still scared though that I may have done permanent damage. But in the cells the cell body is never destroyed it is only the branches of the seratonin neuron. So I decided to stop and rolled last weekend after not rolling for 4 weeks but now I've decided to stop altogether.
Is there any chance that my brain may go back to the way it was before after a few years? I mean even if the seratonin receptors don't grow back do they make different pathways to return the brain to normal function? I know heavy users with heavy neurotoxicity get serious permanent memory issues but I haven't found a problem with with mine, so maybe there is still a chance?
Any info could be greatly appreciated, lots of love! thank you so much guys!
