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Is rolling ~2 weeks apart going to be terrible for me?

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I haven't ingested MDMA in probably over 6 months, early last spring I had 2 points of pretty good molly. Have not rolled since.

Before that time, it was probably almost 2 years since I had rolled, in which that year I rolled maybe once every 1.5-3 months.

So essentially I've only rolled about 8 or 9 times in total I'm pretty sure. So enough to know what I'm doing, but not enough to have done any damage i don't think and still be very sensitive to it.

I will be acquiring an amount of very high grade MDMA, probably the best I will have ever had.

I plan to take a point at Freaknight this year (I can't remember if it's against the rules to say events here, I know it is on PR, sorry in advance!), maybe another if I'm feeling it. But I doubt I will need to. This takes place October 26.

I have also got tickets to see Datsik on the Firepower tour at a smaller venue on November 9th.

So roughly 2 weeks apart, and my first thought was damn I can't roll at both of these events, cause that's way too close. Not that i'm very inclined to believe I would sustain any measurable permanent damage to myself, but that this would contribute heavily to "losing the magic" and boosting my tolerance very high. Possibly leaving me feeling disappointed at the second event?

Opinions? Like I said I havent done this in a while, little or no tolerance, healthy lifestyle. If it's such a big deal I can just drink n' smoke before the second event;)
 
Its not true HR this comment but based on your previous history faced with your dilemma I would probably go for it.

just dont hammer the doses too high. Back it up with nutrients and look after yourself over this time.

Not that i'm very inclined to believe I would sustain any measurable permanent damage to myself, but that this would contribute heavily to "losing the magic" and boosting my tolerance very high. Possibly leaving me feeling disappointed at the second event?
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I think you would roll just as well at both shows. Whether you do any damage is difficult to say. However, based on your previous history that seems pretty sensible I think as a one off you are at low risk of experiencing any major long term issues.

Please note this is my personal opinion and this defies true HR advice. Dose on each show is also an important factor.

If you decide to take at both shows you are taking a risk. Only you can make that final call on risk analysis.
 
will it be bad for you? yea but if this is a one time thing and you dont make a habit out of it you will be ok in my opinion.. i have been rolling for 16 years now and in that time i only did that once .it will it take you longer to recover and prob a lil higher dose the second time. its up to you in the end. be safe and careful and make sure that its been tested if you can.
 
The after effects of MDMA will differ from person to person. A lot depends on how you interpret 'damage'. What I mean by this is damage that is noticeable in everyday life such as impaired memory. When I used MDMA weekly for a couple of months, my short term memory was definitely impaired for a few months afterward, leading me to take a fairly long break. It depends on how fast side effects catch up with you in my opinion.
 
You should be perfectly fine. I can't imagine any negative effects lasting longer than 24 hours(lack of appetite, depression etc.).

I've rolled at least once a week, for about 75% of the weeks in the last 3 months, often rolling 2-3 times in a single week.
I've been perfectly fine, up until a few weeks ago.
I've started to notice that the come-down and days following rolling are particularly bad, so I'm abstaining for over a month(hopefully!).
I've also noticed that my pupils are dilated all the time and I'm more light sensitive than before.
Hopefully a break will do me good.
 
I was rolling every 1-3 months and all was well. Then I did a 2 week break and the buzz wasn't quite as good - you were more aware of everything and just less wasted. Then I did a 3 week break after that, and the buzz wasn't quite there either. So I'm really into 30 day breaks now or longer. It can be an issue if a lot of nights come up close together - for instance here the summer is dead with top DJs as they do festivals then come winter they flood the place and there are maybe 2 good nights per month.
 
I agree with everyone else. From a strict harm reduction standpoint it's not recommended, but in reality it sounds like you've been a cautious and careful user and on a one-time basis I think you'll be fine. What may happen is that you won't feel it quite as much the second time, the buzz may not be quite as good and you may notice that the come down and hang over may be a bit more severe or may last a bit longer. But who knows? It may be just as great as it always is.

As a long time moderate user, then abuser and now sadly abstinent I would be remiss if I didn't leave you with a bit of wisdom I learned the hard way. If you go ahead and use two weeks apart and end up having a great time, don't let that become your new normal where your mindset becomes that it's okay once in a while to not space out your MDMA usage by at least one month, if not more. The end of that road isn't very much fun, and it's possible you can ruin it for yourself forever - I'm almost 3 years out from abuse and even though I so much want to be able to use again, when it comes down to it I realize I'm just not ready because of how ugly it got at the end.

Best wishes - be safe - and have fun! :)
 
Thanks everyone! I think I'm confident in that i can do this without it being a problem.

I know in the end it's up to me, but my conscience wouldn't allow me to make these sort of decisions but without the expert advice i find here.

and vanbc, by lifestyle certainly wouldn't be able to bend as far as to that, although i can guarantee a higher usage now that I am of age to go to rave/show events and will be on my own soon in regards of who has the say in all my decisions (moving out in less than a year for college)

but the wisdom i learn here will stay with me forever!

any quick tips of keeping water on hand at such an event? I plan to buy a water when i get there and slowly consume it until I'm really up there. Thing is, they take your caps for some reason, and i could bring my own cap, but even then i wouldn't know where to keep a water bottle in a massive rave/show halloween party with 15k plus in there.

I've never had issues of dehydration from mdma before, but that may be because i am relatively small and do not sweat very much. I just know if i'm deep in the crowd, it can be a near impossible feat to get out.
 
Hey snow, delete some PMs bud, your inbox is full


I did this once right as I started to get back into my career... I had a HORRIBLE comedown. But the MDMA was laced with TFMPP, so that explains that. I know I need to stick to one month at least now, but then again, your brain probably isn't as ravaged as mine

Just be sure to take a fatty break after.
 
Folley said:
Hey snow, delete some PMs bud, your inbox is full


I did this once right as I started to get back into my career... I had a HORRIBLE comedown. But the MDMA was laced with TFMPP, so that explains that. I know I need to stick to one month at least now, but then again, your brain probably isn't as ravaged as mine

Just be sure to take a fatty break after.
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which snow are you talking to lol?
 
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