Lena.Burgos
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Hello everyone,
So after prescribing me Adderall 10 x60, Klonopin 0.5 x60, Temazepam 15 x30 instead of the Xanax he gave me before, and "recommending" I take Brintellix by loading me up with a bunch of free samples I didn't want, we basically had a discussion and he said it's okay to take whatever, whenever. Earlier on he had told me to take Klonopin at night, Adderall in day. But obviously, I needed a higher dosage Adderall as the effects were wearing off, so we decided to try about 60, even though he pretty much would have offered 90 had I asked. Anyway, I do my research. You're not really supposed to take Klonopin with Temazepam unless you're trying to get high. He told me Temazepam has no "effects" when you wake up, even if you sleep for a few hours, which is untrue as I wake up barely able to walk, especially taking it with the Klonopin. Then I run out of Adderall. This is basically 10-20~ Adderall short from what he prescribed. I ask for it, and he makes a huge deal out of it and says I have to come for an immediate appointment after.
We start off like usual. He gets upset I didn't try the Brintellix. I tell him that I read it's not really meant to be combined with ALL that other stuff. Then he starts telling me it's okay, and I originally went in for ADHD anyway, and he's loading me up with all this other stuff. He gets "offended" after I describe to him that I take Adderall as needed throughout the day and he says he strictly told me to take one in the morning and one in the afternoon, and starts bullshitting like he actually gave me specific directions. I ask about the Temazepam and Klonopin at night. Then he says no, Klonopin at day, but then backtracks and says at night then day, or whenever you want it. Anyway, all I'm trying to do is up my Adderall to maybe 90, or get an XR version, or try something else that might work better, and he just goes on about how basically if I don't take the Brintellix I'll have to find another psychiatrist and that I have no say in it, etc. Like what the fuck? He tells me I'm depressed and I'm doing completely fine with the Adderall. I just needed a little bit more. The Klonopin is just there to take away some of the side effects of Adderall. Oh, and get this, he gives me shit for "not eating" and "not sleeping" enough when that's the side effects of the Adderall, while refusing to really switch me to anything else that may not have those side effects for me. And he's the one who gave me the Temazepam, then he acts like ... he's going to take it away after I tell him he basically lied to me and told me I could get up in a few hours and feel perfectly normal. So he switches me to Ambien, whatever. Oh, and get this: he knows that I can't sleep because of Adderall, and prescribes sleeping medication, but he was absolutely infuriated when I told him I take an Adderall after I get out of classes to do my homework. Then he got mad that I would take like three a day... but then his "recommendation" that he said I was forced to follow, or he wouldn't deal with me anymore was... 2 in the morning 2 at night, 2 Klonopins, the Ambien, and of course, Brintellix which he describes as some sort of magic particle. I feel like he works for them or gets paid to promote them. Brintellix is an anti-depressant, and he claimed that it could replace Adderall because of increasing dopamine levels. When I asked him for any citations, any proof (oh and he said I said some bullshit I never did, like I had anxiety at nights) without showing me anything about it, he just told me I have to basically trust him as god because what he says is the complete truth. Anything I bring up otherwise is false.
Is this guy completely batshit? Should I be taking all this or should I say fuck it and get a new doctor while I have withdrawals? Or what are my rights? Can he just cut me off if I don't forcefully take his sample drug? Has anyone ever combined all this stuff for normal daily use? Oh, and he wanted me to take some cancer medication to increase my appetite. All I went in for was Adderall, because I can't focus, and Adderall does wonders. The Klonopin does help, but it's not necessary. Nothing else should be necessary. If I can't sleep on Adderall, or can't eat, he basically offers more drugs and then criticizes me for it still.
If I want to switch to someone else who's not going to make me kill myself with a bunch of drugs when I just need Adderall, what's the best way of doing so smoothly?
Thanks
So after prescribing me Adderall 10 x60, Klonopin 0.5 x60, Temazepam 15 x30 instead of the Xanax he gave me before, and "recommending" I take Brintellix by loading me up with a bunch of free samples I didn't want, we basically had a discussion and he said it's okay to take whatever, whenever. Earlier on he had told me to take Klonopin at night, Adderall in day. But obviously, I needed a higher dosage Adderall as the effects were wearing off, so we decided to try about 60, even though he pretty much would have offered 90 had I asked. Anyway, I do my research. You're not really supposed to take Klonopin with Temazepam unless you're trying to get high. He told me Temazepam has no "effects" when you wake up, even if you sleep for a few hours, which is untrue as I wake up barely able to walk, especially taking it with the Klonopin. Then I run out of Adderall. This is basically 10-20~ Adderall short from what he prescribed. I ask for it, and he makes a huge deal out of it and says I have to come for an immediate appointment after.
We start off like usual. He gets upset I didn't try the Brintellix. I tell him that I read it's not really meant to be combined with ALL that other stuff. Then he starts telling me it's okay, and I originally went in for ADHD anyway, and he's loading me up with all this other stuff. He gets "offended" after I describe to him that I take Adderall as needed throughout the day and he says he strictly told me to take one in the morning and one in the afternoon, and starts bullshitting like he actually gave me specific directions. I ask about the Temazepam and Klonopin at night. Then he says no, Klonopin at day, but then backtracks and says at night then day, or whenever you want it. Anyway, all I'm trying to do is up my Adderall to maybe 90, or get an XR version, or try something else that might work better, and he just goes on about how basically if I don't take the Brintellix I'll have to find another psychiatrist and that I have no say in it, etc. Like what the fuck? He tells me I'm depressed and I'm doing completely fine with the Adderall. I just needed a little bit more. The Klonopin is just there to take away some of the side effects of Adderall. Oh, and get this, he gives me shit for "not eating" and "not sleeping" enough when that's the side effects of the Adderall, while refusing to really switch me to anything else that may not have those side effects for me. And he's the one who gave me the Temazepam, then he acts like ... he's going to take it away after I tell him he basically lied to me and told me I could get up in a few hours and feel perfectly normal. So he switches me to Ambien, whatever. Oh, and get this: he knows that I can't sleep because of Adderall, and prescribes sleeping medication, but he was absolutely infuriated when I told him I take an Adderall after I get out of classes to do my homework. Then he got mad that I would take like three a day... but then his "recommendation" that he said I was forced to follow, or he wouldn't deal with me anymore was... 2 in the morning 2 at night, 2 Klonopins, the Ambien, and of course, Brintellix which he describes as some sort of magic particle. I feel like he works for them or gets paid to promote them. Brintellix is an anti-depressant, and he claimed that it could replace Adderall because of increasing dopamine levels. When I asked him for any citations, any proof (oh and he said I said some bullshit I never did, like I had anxiety at nights) without showing me anything about it, he just told me I have to basically trust him as god because what he says is the complete truth. Anything I bring up otherwise is false.
Is this guy completely batshit? Should I be taking all this or should I say fuck it and get a new doctor while I have withdrawals? Or what are my rights? Can he just cut me off if I don't forcefully take his sample drug? Has anyone ever combined all this stuff for normal daily use? Oh, and he wanted me to take some cancer medication to increase my appetite. All I went in for was Adderall, because I can't focus, and Adderall does wonders. The Klonopin does help, but it's not necessary. Nothing else should be necessary. If I can't sleep on Adderall, or can't eat, he basically offers more drugs and then criticizes me for it still.
If I want to switch to someone else who's not going to make me kill myself with a bunch of drugs when I just need Adderall, what's the best way of doing so smoothly?
Thanks
