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Is my MDMA taking pretty much over?

Sen5i

Sen5i

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So as most users know.. Since the hole safrole being banned and the new ways of synthasizes have been bought out is there still any decent stuff around? Ive tryed this new version a couple of times crystal form the smell is insane and makes me wanna puke before it even goes up my nose lol(ive never had bad nausea feelings on it and I do now) . Its cheaper I used to buy it for £40\45 and now its like what £25-30? Is it just me aha, lately the last Time I took it I got anxious and agitated and had to leave a party, the time before that I felt so numb n disconnected from everyone .. Pills I seem to be ok with but im no way social onit anymore well I am, but for example if I'm raving I won't talk to anyone it ruins me lolol ? Just wanna know what peoples thoughts are. From people who know what I'm talking about.
 
I hope this is relevant to the discussion but I've done M maybe 10 - 15 times and the last time I did it was just... unspectacular... the last TWO times actually. I blamed it on the stuff not being strong enough or whatever. The time I did it today I was by myself and got kind of depressed and lonely, and the last time I was with my BF but for some reason just didn't feel that 'kick.' I remember it just being super AMAZING SPECTACULAR OVERWHELMING like WOW what's happening to me... and now I do it and I don't get that 'rolling' feeling like it feels good to just breathe. It's hard to really pinpoint why this is happening.. I've always been very sensitive to it and I always take 3 - 4 months in between. The break I took between this and the last one was longer, and still it wasn't a 'BANG.'

I'm actually really sad about this because M used to be my favorite thing to do IN THE WORLD, and now that it doesn't hit me the same way or with the same bang I just feel like I've lost something :(
 
Yeah its the same with me ive took on n off n had huge breaks n everything nowadays I just feel disconnected from everyone, I blame the diffrent synthasizeing also people are getting from darkweb and its that popular now for ' good stuff' and cheap ive always paid for ' quality' I think people are not thinking about the too good to be true prices..
 
Maybe you're right .. I've never felt disconnected . I still feel connected but when I do it alone, for example, I get depressed and just want to obsessively talk to people.
 
I´ve taken MDMA maybe like 10 times and 3 times coke thru out 18 Months. I still feel very much the music enhancer but the love feeling is not as strong, but it´s still there, didn´t lost the magic. It depends also on the setting and who you are with. Tolerance is a big problem, as we all know the more you take the less you feel.
 
I've taken E regularly around 2005-06. I tried it again around 2010, and it was like "hey, my friends are so empathic but it feels so fake". Don't know if the stuff is different or me.
 
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