Never done it, but known people who have. Yes, it's incredibly addictive. Even after they quit they were always tempted to go back.
That, right there, is the one thing that haunts me the most! I started, loved it so dam much! afterwords i was in complete control, i could never do it again, sure no problem! but i liked it so.... Why Not!?
I do more and more, so easy to get, every day more and more, and everyday i check in with myself, and NOPE, complete control, no "pull" or need/urge, i felt like i could give it up and walk away whenever and stop permanently. so i kept going! Practically every day since i first started for month and a half! ...i had moments when i'd pass out etc....
LONG STORY SHORT: came time my insanely long binge was forced to stop. and i realized how deep i'd gone! its not just a mental craving, it fuks up your circadian rhythm! you loose tons of weight and muscle mass! adopt mental/psychotic illnesses that REALLY can get in your way, OCD a common one to say the LEAST! sleep deprivation will have a big part. and ontop of all that you must maintain job and everything else one wishes to maintain in life! Did i forget HYGIENE?! you better not slack of on that one, i was good on that for the most part, but some other dudes not so much! yah so mentally it'll fuk you up until your mental fuk-ups start physically fukin you up!
Got for me to the point where i literally didnt want to do it, because i wanted to get off and stop binging all the time, but every time i tried, was like i had Negative days worth of energy, like i was deep in debt with energy, i couldnt stay awake, would pass out all the time (fall unconscious instantly) as well as just go to bed all the time! sometimes i'd be driving and feel it coming, pull over imidiately, thro it in park, wake up to almost empty tank, idling on shoulder of road still! forced to call in "sick" for work because i just couldnt make it! and yah! would have to do meth just to be awake to do the stuff needed to do that day!
I got there from being in control, "No addiction" to "looks like i'll be dry a few days" then a "holy shit i'm fuked!" almost instantly without warning! its deceptive as fuk, and yah, i've taken up to the longest being a week long break! thinking i'm done with it, NOPE i crave it and miss it and love it soooo dam much! i get even bigger stash and start over!
Mind over Matter!
it fuks with you mentally, not physically huh?...... well so it goes!
my opinion, addictive level:
10 out of 10
withdrawal level: I'd give it more of a
7 (ONLY because you dont exactly get "sick" more like you pay the price for neglecting basic/critical needs for too long) I'm more likely to give Opiates and Alcohol a
12 er 15 out of 10 because well.... thats off topic anyways.
I'm OBVIOUSLY tweakin right now!....