falsifiedhypothesi
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. So for the first time in my life I feel I'm ready for psychedelics. I've always been curious but as a severely depressed teenager I knew they would shred my mind if I ever played with their great power. I'm familiar with how terrible a psychedelic experience can be, I've had too many panic attacks on weed to even try to count. Those bad experiences with weed put me in a terrible mental place for a long time but even though it put me through so much pain I feel I came out stronger then I would have been.
Now me and about 7 other people will be taking mushrooms, 3.5 grams each, in a week and I offered to bring a safety blanket of sorts. I have alprozolam on hand just incase someone's experience gets too uncomfortable to bear. Im doing this because of my previous experience with how badly psychs can fuck up your mind, I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.
Still I'm having second thoughts about aborting these bad trips, if they arise at all and I hope they don't. Do bad trips serve a good purpose? I've heard of people being grateful for them because it inspired them to make a change for the better, and I've heard horror stories of people being seriously mentally scarred.
If I could go back and stop my bad experiences from happening I would because I don't feel like I've gained that much, I admit I do feel like it made me slightly stronger but at the cost of 3 years living in agony.
Now me and about 7 other people will be taking mushrooms, 3.5 grams each, in a week and I offered to bring a safety blanket of sorts. I have alprozolam on hand just incase someone's experience gets too uncomfortable to bear. Im doing this because of my previous experience with how badly psychs can fuck up your mind, I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.
Still I'm having second thoughts about aborting these bad trips, if they arise at all and I hope they don't. Do bad trips serve a good purpose? I've heard of people being grateful for them because it inspired them to make a change for the better, and I've heard horror stories of people being seriously mentally scarred.
If I could go back and stop my bad experiences from happening I would because I don't feel like I've gained that much, I admit I do feel like it made me slightly stronger but at the cost of 3 years living in agony.