Xroads Demon
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 8, 2016
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- 5
I have used meth (IV) going on 4 yrs. I use every other week end, end up staying
up all night - depending on who I am partying with we share everything from "unanswerable" questions (just how was this world made?) to mind blowing sex. . . .
and to me, it seems, all of a sudden - something is very different. I don't get these fun sensations anymore - seems like out of the blue!
I'll take my little shot, feel "air headed" and spinny for a very short time - and that's it! It's over. Really weird. I used to get that little cough, feel warmth spread all over my body (can be a huge turn on for me) have some crazy fun for a few hrs and then just enjoy! Also, when I used it twice a day while it was working for me I know it was basically using twice a month. for the weekend - it was always fine, never fiending, just energetic and ready to have fun. - but now that I don't get the sensations I'm chasing I get tempted to use more - and that worries me. Since that twice a month party weekend has changed so much how it feels - I'm tempted. And the newest? That newest shit tends to make me sleepy? WTH???
I have tried 3 different people over the last 6 weeks. Nothing much at all
i enjoy it, have kept control on my habit, have never caused any problems partying -
So what the hell is all this new crap? Or could it be something in myself? Has this happened to you before, anyone you've heard abot? I take prilosec, lol but not much else unless I grab a motrin for a headache etc.
I just want to thank all of you in advance. I appreciate you taking your time to read about my situation. ANY and ALL replies will be seriously taken to heart and considered.
Wishing the best to you all!
up all night - depending on who I am partying with we share everything from "unanswerable" questions (just how was this world made?) to mind blowing sex. . . .
and to me, it seems, all of a sudden - something is very different. I don't get these fun sensations anymore - seems like out of the blue!
I'll take my little shot, feel "air headed" and spinny for a very short time - and that's it! It's over. Really weird. I used to get that little cough, feel warmth spread all over my body (can be a huge turn on for me) have some crazy fun for a few hrs and then just enjoy! Also, when I used it twice a day while it was working for me I know it was basically using twice a month. for the weekend - it was always fine, never fiending, just energetic and ready to have fun. - but now that I don't get the sensations I'm chasing I get tempted to use more - and that worries me. Since that twice a month party weekend has changed so much how it feels - I'm tempted. And the newest? That newest shit tends to make me sleepy? WTH???
I have tried 3 different people over the last 6 weeks. Nothing much at all

i enjoy it, have kept control on my habit, have never caused any problems partying -
So what the hell is all this new crap? Or could it be something in myself? Has this happened to you before, anyone you've heard abot? I take prilosec, lol but not much else unless I grab a motrin for a headache etc.
I just want to thank all of you in advance. I appreciate you taking your time to read about my situation. ANY and ALL replies will be seriously taken to heart and considered.
Wishing the best to you all!