I had thought to get a strip to keep in the cupboard for only when absolutely needed. Like maybe I took a little too much of a stimulant and was getting anxiety. Or if I really tried to sleep after stim but couldnt. Or just generally I am interested in careful experimentation with a couple of other drugs which are non downers but have been held back for fear of it upsetting my delicate disposition. I would plan not to need the downer but would like it there in case so more of a peace of mind thing and it is there if needed though the plan is not to have to use it if it can be avoided. But when dosing a new drug you dont always get it right do you. So more to course correct minor errors rather than being abusive at the outset and needing something to comedown as the norm.
Is it acceptable to keep them for that? I also have erectile dysfunction which is purely nervous and have thought about using a low dose to ease that till I get some positive reinforcement under my belt.
I have taken them before for this purpose but was always so afraid that it would cause me to use more over time that I would never be able to relax I was so afraid that even one dose was the beginning of the end.
I am certainly not an abusive user of any drug and always am very sparing. Well I am now I made some errors when I was younger but who hasn't.
So is it acceptable to keep them in stock for when you really needed them in such cases? Im guess Im asking how likely is it that you will want to justify taking them more often. I have a huge fear of the withdrawal after reading people's stories for years so I don't see how Id want to take more if they aren't especially compulsive which people say they aren't.
I want to hear a cross section from those who have experience with them. How easily are you able to control your usage? because generally it seems to be 50/50 from what Ive heard in that some people don't find them compulsive and have no problems with sproadic usage whereas others say they are the worst thing in the world due to having abused them and suffered withdrawals.
So is using them at all playing with fire?
I have two sisters who used to sometimes take one of my dad's prescribed diazepam as well as the mother and they didn't seem to have issues.
As I said Ive used them a bit in the past only maybe less than 10 occasions. I never felt 'I need more!' but I also felt uneasy wondering if using them even semi regular would lead to problems. I also recalled the other week how me and my mates bought a bag of temazepams from another friend back in the 90s and we would take them and even drink a few beers with them. And that was when I was in my most reckless days where we were doing it simply to 'get wrecked' at age 15 and I never got a particular taste for them.
Is it acceptable to keep them for that? I also have erectile dysfunction which is purely nervous and have thought about using a low dose to ease that till I get some positive reinforcement under my belt.
I have taken them before for this purpose but was always so afraid that it would cause me to use more over time that I would never be able to relax I was so afraid that even one dose was the beginning of the end.
I am certainly not an abusive user of any drug and always am very sparing. Well I am now I made some errors when I was younger but who hasn't.
So is it acceptable to keep them in stock for when you really needed them in such cases? Im guess Im asking how likely is it that you will want to justify taking them more often. I have a huge fear of the withdrawal after reading people's stories for years so I don't see how Id want to take more if they aren't especially compulsive which people say they aren't.
I want to hear a cross section from those who have experience with them. How easily are you able to control your usage? because generally it seems to be 50/50 from what Ive heard in that some people don't find them compulsive and have no problems with sproadic usage whereas others say they are the worst thing in the world due to having abused them and suffered withdrawals.
So is using them at all playing with fire?
I have two sisters who used to sometimes take one of my dad's prescribed diazepam as well as the mother and they didn't seem to have issues.
As I said Ive used them a bit in the past only maybe less than 10 occasions. I never felt 'I need more!' but I also felt uneasy wondering if using them even semi regular would lead to problems. I also recalled the other week how me and my mates bought a bag of temazepams from another friend back in the 90s and we would take them and even drink a few beers with them. And that was when I was in my most reckless days where we were doing it simply to 'get wrecked' at age 15 and I never got a particular taste for them.
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