I have gievn up weed for wquite a few years now due to the terriblle destabilizing of my mood it caused. Flash forwar 5 years and doctors are telling me I am bipolar and are about to put me on an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer, and an antipsychotic.
I am a psych nurse, I know full well what these drugs do, to be honest, I hate them, but my life has ceased to funtion.
I am wondering if the stability pharmaceticals gives you might let you have a smoke now and then and be ok.
All I do now is the occassional trip and if it wasn;t for that refresher now and then I think I would totally lose the plot.
Now I am faced with the situation of taking phams that block off all the hope I have for a metal holiday. Feeling, very very down and the throught of being stuck in the prison of reality for the rest of my life
I am a psych nurse, I know full well what these drugs do, to be honest, I hate them, but my life has ceased to funtion.
I am wondering if the stability pharmaceticals gives you might let you have a smoke now and then and be ok.
All I do now is the occassional trip and if it wasn;t for that refresher now and then I think I would totally lose the plot.
Now I am faced with the situation of taking phams that block off all the hope I have for a metal holiday. Feeling, very very down and the throught of being stuck in the prison of reality for the rest of my life