Day 1.
Center.
Tramadol crisis averted. I am lucky grapefruit. and here is another chance.
Yoga class
Cleaning
time to just be
it's hard because i really want this journal to be about myself. it's difficult to be sure that what i say is because i want to say it, and not because i want to show you. i want to find the separation. but i guess it's something i'll need to develop. and i hope someday this journal will something you'll be able to see me through.
it's only lonely because i'm not my own friend. i'll need to be someone i can like before i can be there for myself. and then i can be there with myself, and that won't be alone.
When you were young
and on your own
How did it feel
to be alone?
I was always thinking
of games that I was playing.
Trying to make
the best of my time.
Center.
Tramadol crisis averted. I am lucky grapefruit. and here is another chance.
Yoga class
Cleaning
time to just be
it's hard because i really want this journal to be about myself. it's difficult to be sure that what i say is because i want to say it, and not because i want to show you. i want to find the separation. but i guess it's something i'll need to develop. and i hope someday this journal will something you'll be able to see me through.
it's only lonely because i'm not my own friend. i'll need to be someone i can like before i can be there for myself. and then i can be there with myself, and that won't be alone.
When you were young
and on your own
How did it feel
to be alone?
I was always thinking
of games that I was playing.
Trying to make
the best of my time.