I am someone who has always said to himself and others that he likes being alone, but that is not completely true. Not long ago I've become more selfaware and realized I am someone who has made many mistakes through life and that I have hurt many, and many others have hurt me. Those feelings I've never felt before started popping out gradually, I think mainly because of my usage of weed approximately 2 years ago. I have had many breaks, as long as 5 months, but I still feel like I'm somewhat dependent on weed to feel more "profoundly". I have delt with many of my past ghosts, but there is still a long road to go and I would not like to depend on an outside substance to deal with my internal world. I have started thinking about my future and my role in the life of many people close to me and those in society as well. When younger I liked to be on forums about topics of my interest such as science wich I happen to be majoring in, and entertainment (tv shows and movies) so I decided to log in this forum to get to know people and to hear their story and their perspective and take on different matters so I can get to know myself better. My name is Jair and I am from Guayaquil, Ecuador. I have 24 years old. Wishing to get to know you all.
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herbavore
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Hola JairS! Me encanta su país! No conozco bién Guayquil pero he visitado Quito, Baños, Loja, Vilcabamba, Cuenca, Ibarra, Otovalo, Amazonia y Galápagos en 2012 y el año pasado. ¡Bienvenidos!
You will find the recovery forums (Sober Living, The Dark Side and Mental Health) very helpful for where you find yourself today. Everyone needs to define their relationship to substances throughout their lives. It sounds like you know yourself well and would like to keep going forward with this new exploration. I am happy that you found Bluelight and look forward to getting to know you better.
Muchas gracias por la bienvenida hervavore, encantado de conocerte. Es un gusto saber que conoces tan bien mi país, ni siquiera yo he viajado tanto por el. Aunque actualmente vivo en la provincia de Imbabura cerca de Ibarra y Otavalo.
Thanks for recommending me the recovery forums, I will certainly check them out. I am also very happy to have found Bluelight. Everyone need to share their stories to be healed. Hoping I get to become an active member on this forum.