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Introducing others to "other drugs..."

Yeah, I feel responsible for every one of my friends getting addicted. I was the one who introduced them and brought the idea that doing heroin and oxy wasn't so bad, before I was addicted. Then, I fell off the map for about a year. Went dark and vanished from the world, focused on getting high and nodding out, and not giving a fuck to hang out with anyone. I reappear after my hiatus from the world, on Suboxone, appearing clean and sober, and motherfuckers think "hey, if 3,4 did it without fucking himself up, I can too!"

Suffice to say, about a year after my reappearance everyone I cared about had issues, and they wouldn't even have gotten past their stigmas if not for me goading them into snorting some heroin, or handing out some free oxy's before shit hit the fan for me. I try to talk to them about treatment, without preaching, but unlike me, they seem to have no instinct for survival, and would rather suffer through this shit for years instead of learning that enough is enough after one.
 
i smoked weed with my little sister a couple times, she never had. like the third time we were with this friend of hers at the beach and the girl was being a bitch about us smoking a joint, and my little sis *so proud* says "maybe you should smoke some too, chill the fuck out." also i shot up roxys in front of her like a hundred times when she was 15. im not sure why, but she would always knock on my door and have me come unlock it and let her in so she could watch. then she had to watch me kick cold turkey a couple times. i think she gets it now, really high highs, really low lows. also, i was living at this junkie squat house with a buncha ppl, and a few of them would drive me nuts coming to me when they couldnt hit a vein. fucking bonkers. this one guy would wake me up by knocking on the wall by my head at like 9am so i could administer his shot. i shot up this other kid his first couple times, shit got outta control for him, and he ended up having nowhere to go after his parents kicked him out. so i let him share the king matress on the floor of the living room and would administer his shots on occasion. i dont really feel bad about giving my little sis weed, but i kinda feel bad about the people i helped shoot up all the time. like, maybe they woulda gave up the needle if i wasnt there to help. plus i often would charge them for the service if i was out.
 
A lot of people think the friend who introduced me to H did something wrong. but the way I see it, I decided weeks in advance that I wanted to try it, and I knew that he had a problem. I'd say my enabling is just as bad as his introducing it to me, so we're even.
 
It can be bad in some ways...but overall if i go ASKING for something i've never tried, that's my own fault for seeking it out, not the person who hooks it up. HOWEVER, if someone peer pressures someone to do something that's pretty fucked up. I don't think i've ever been PRESSSURED to do hard shit. But i was definately peer pressured to start smoking weed.
 
I've never been the one to introduce someone to something, but I had told my at the time best friend about some stuff I wanted to try and how it sounded like fun, which then made her want to.. so of course we did. :b Soo I kinda feel a bittt responsible and bad, but not too much because she could have easily said no. (: Plus she's not into anything hard or anything so I don't have much to be upset about! But two of my friends introduced me to crystal and I love itttt but I probably never would have even thought to try it if they hadn't had it around me and asked if I wanted it. I could never get someone into that, though. Thennn I'd feel bad. If it got bad. ..? if that makes sense. ha
 
I have no issue introducing people to psychedelics in anyway, shape, or form. I try to avoid introducing people to drugs for the most part. The worst I've done was introduced a 12 year old to coke, spice, adderall, various other pills, stimulants, opiates, sex (I did NOT fuck her, that's just gross.), ect.... turned into a junkie and got her life fucked over. I thoroughly regret that one. Although I am helping her get back on her feet, even though she doesn't want to.

Before you flame please understand that you don't know the whole story and if you were in my shoes you would of probably done something similar.
 
MusicGuy said:
Before you flame please understand that you don't know the whole story and if you were in my shoes you would of probably done something similar.
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Well, I'm not so sure you can tell us what we might have done. But, certainly, Bluelight should be the last place on the inter-webs to be e-judgemental and flame anyone for what they've done and the decisions they've made.
 
I feel horrible about introducing my friends to other drugs and watch them all eventually become addicts.

I really don't talk about the positives of drugs anymore and haven't for a few years now.
 
verso said:
Well, I'm not so sure you can tell us what we might have done. But, certainly, Bluelight should be the last place on the inter-webs to be e-judgemental and flame anyone for what they've done and the decisions they've made.
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I can only hope so. It's a terrible feeling watching someone fall and knowing you were the one who started them out on that path. Espically when you only had the best intentions.
 
I really haven't introduced anyone to a new substance - I have, however, given copious amounts of opiates to those already 'dabbling (though, harder opies than they had tried) as well as weed to smokers, and benzos (not daily-or in amounts leading to habitual use), etc. No regrets in the sense you are speaking... I only wish I'd given less, as no one else shares SHIT. Greedy little fuckers. I would never give H to someone (for 1st time use... at least, I don't THINK I would:O).
 
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I believe it's better to introduce your friends & look after them rather than send them off to some random dealer who doesn't give a fuck about them...
 
I never introduce drugs to others... My best friend even started smoking marijuana by herself and I never even offered. We only started smoking together a month after we both were getting high. I also only invited my sister out with me to smoke pot because she already did and I don't consider pot to be a drug... I did put the idea of using ecstasy in my friends head because I thought it would be fun to roll on homecoming. I ended up doing it and she did not... Other than that I will never introduce anyone to hard drugs because that's just fucking messed up. I mean hell I would love to use with some of my friends but then again I like to keep ones who are clean. At least they stick around unlike the druggies who come and go.
 
I introduced a friend to a little 30mg blue IR oxy. (The V's)

Since then he has been a fiend for ANY and ALL drugs 24/7 for the past 18 months.

He will do anything for a high. I didn't think it would actually happen :(
 
I like weed and psychedelics, and I personally have no regrets in regards to them. Thus I wouldn't feel particularly bad introducing a friend to either of those (although I actually don't think I ever have... only time I've even tripped with beginners is when I was trying a new substance myself), although if I introduced someone to MDMA I would definitely encourage them to be wary of their pills, and not to take too often.

Carver Slice said:
Only Psychedelics.

And if they have a genuine interest.
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Genuine interest is also key... Oh and they can't come off as someone who I think won't handle them well (thinking mainly of my best friend [who's been begging me to shroom with her] who has clinical depression and the tendency to get dark when she smokes weed)
 
I introduced my missus to ketamine and MDMA, she was anti drugs before meeting me. But she had to ask, I didnt twist her a bomb or rack her a line until she said the words "I want to". I didn't want her to feel pressured into doing something illegal and ultimately life changing, but was more than willing to provide her with good quality chemicals in a safe environment if she so wished to bend her mind.... :D
 
I have introduced a number of friends to MDMA like substances (bk-MDMA, 6-APB), a plethora of psychedelics (DMT is my favorite to have people try), nitrous, weed, and methoxetamine. I've had some odd times where people asked me to try methoxetamine because they saw me doing it and I told them I couldn't tell them all too much about it since I had just started using and they wanted to.

I don't feel bad about any of this. Most of these people have had quite magical experiences.
 
Here is a fair warning to you all.

Don't let someone who just tried cannabis for the first time continue trying drugs with you until you get progressively into more addictive drugs until you're both junk'd out on methamphetamie. This indeed did not happen to me but I'll have to share a story later about the perils of doing so. ;) Learn from other people's mistakes is my main point.

Do I feel guilty about exposing people to heroin? No, I really wanted people to get high, they were already doing way more cut coke than my dope was so I figured, harm reduction, more drug in your nose less cut in your nose = win... some people didnt like it, others loved it too much, obv. very hard to keep up with.
 
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