From 'Corrupted' To 'Corruptor'
I know 'corruption' is a very strong word and is somewhat sinister, but I feel it's the best term to describe the act of introducing another person to drugs for the first time.
We were all introduced to drugs at some point, either by one individual, or a group of individuals. It could have been a doctor prescribing your medicine or a good friend passing you a spliff. Either way, we all have for want of better words, a corrupter. And sometimes, many of us have been that corrupter. Sometimes regretfully.
For those of you that have filled this role at some point in your life, how do you feel about this? Do you regret introducing friends/family to drugs for the first time? Do you feel that your actions led to enrichment of those people's lives, or do you feel that your actions have caused more harm than good?
I ask this because I know some of my friends feel a certain degree of guilt for introducing me to drugs, and they have told me this before. I personally don't hold anyone other than myself morally responsible. However I myself feel a great feal of sadness and regret for introducing hard drugs to one individual, and this really has haunted me and tortured me a great deal. I've never before felt so ashamed of my actions, and it's not an experience I wish to repeat.
I'm rambling but if you tl;dr, do you feel guilty for introducing individuals to drugs, or happy that you've made their lives better as a result?
Based on the relative positivity/negativity of peoples' responses, this might be better suited to TDS, but mods, I'm sure you'll do your thing if you need to
