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Doiwannaknow

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Hey, I have been reading on this forum a while. Good info. My story - I got into pills ( the little blue ones - 30 mg oxy my bf had a doc that prescribed them any time he wanted) and never saw it coming - before I knew it I loved those pills like they were God. When money and pills ran out I did what most people do and started with the mother of all opiates- yeah u know what I mean. I always told myself I was happy smoking it, and I was, until we moved to NYC and the stuff was different - in little packets and it was powder, not the black tar we got in Colorado. So I tried shooting it. I was into almost a year big time. NO ONE in my family or friends had any idea, even though I visited my friend and stayed at her house, shot up in the bathroom, lol. Now my bf and I broke up cuz I think we are better apart. But I still want that black. Even though its white powder in nyc lol. I don't get that. Haven't hd any in over a month and mostly I don;t think about it but I like this forum nd I kinda want to see people talk about that big mother - heroin- cuz I am looking for connect in washington DC since I moved down here. NYC was great but being down here is better for me, I'd just like some once in a while, u know what I mean:) So anyway just saying hi and I hope I can contribute a few things here and there while also enjoying reading about stuff.
 
Welcome to BL!

I've been addicted to opiates for nearly a decade and I'm only 23 I'm on suboxone now but haven't been able to kick subs .

Its a rough fucking battle at times kicking heorin I've been in and out of detox close to 10 times before suboxone came to Canada a couple years ago and when it came her I was so happy to be able to live a normal life even though I'm still getting high on suboxone and cannabis my life is 100 times better than when I was selling heroin and IVing over an 8ball of China white a day along with crack and IV cocaine daily. Its a shitty life eh I would wake up every 3 hours sick and covered in sweat and would have to do more H to go back to sleep cause my metabolism is so fast.

You ever want to talk I'm down you sound like a cool person.
 
Thanks thats awesome. Good 4 for u staying on subs I tried them and they worked for a while but the call was too strong. Plus I figured out that loperamide (an anti-diahreal derived from opiates available over the counter) works just as well to cut the withdrawal and its not addictive mentally anyway. But I still take it even tho I haven't had any dope in about a month, but I'm lowering the dose every week so soon I'll be done. I think the worst thing I ere did ws move to NYC cuz we got the best white powder, and I thought I could actual try shooting it. The black tar in Colorado was so gross I never even considered it. But things happen. Thanks thats cool of u to say hi and all. I'll pm u sometime or u me!!
 
Hiya Doiwannaknow,

Welcome to Bluelight. I am sorry to hear about all you've been through. Addiction has a way of creeping up on you. I hope that you get what you want / need from Bluelight. It is a very friendly and welcoming community where you'll be able to receive a lot of support, encouragement and understanding.

You may be interested in the following links;

- The Dark Side
- Sober Living
- Mental Health

The people on these sub-forums are very good at dealing with addiction and recovery. I have received a lot of support from them myself and am extremely grateful to them.

- Other Drugs (OD)

This is a great site and has a lot of discussion around heroin. They even have a Heroin Megathread which may interest you.

You may also be interested in:

- BLUA (Bluelight User Agreement)
- Greenlighter's Guide
- New Members Introductions (NMI) Social Thread
- Adoption Programme
- Support (for things such as technical issues, giving feedback etc).

I hope that you enjoy your stay here. Please feel free to ask any questions you may have about the site.

Take Care,
Evey
 
Cool sounds good to me.

Yea I always liked Suboxone it does have a good high too I will admit which keeps me from using heroin. Your a lopermide user eh cool I never have used it myself anyways but have heard itS great.
I was using dope on top of my sub for a while but I cut all connections and have been doing good since I did so.

Anytime you want to talk I'm here
 
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