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toned

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Well, im a Canadian, living in Europe since 2008.....most likely a lot older then most of you;-)
ive been to this website a couple several times to check on MDMA or XTC information,but never joined the forum, now that im in Europe i check this site more often,on mdma topics.... this time i signed for a reason , im also a steroid user for 15 years and have a lot of knowledge on it, and from what i have been reading so far , some people can use some advise.... im also looking into learning more on mdma and xtc....
 
Welcome toned!! It seems like you can bring us a wealth of knowledge that we can use. The forum is sustained and runs off people who each have individual knowledge and input. Without each individual the information on here would not be here. I hope you enjoy being a participating member it is a really awesome experience and a great way to make friends. I find it hard not to come on here to chat with everyone when I am not looking for information. We can certainly use your information and I think you will enjoy it here in return :).
 
Welcome! :D
We are glad to have you with us!
The best advice I can give you is to utilize these 2 tools:
The BLUA and the Greenlighter's Guide(there are links to both in my signature below).

If you have any questions,feel free to PM me or ANY staff member. We are here to help! <3

Happy Bluelighting!!!
Much peace and love..................................skillz =D
 
What is your knowledge on steroids having used them for 15 years?

Thats part of it Jon.... i have used it for 15 years, read about them,and still reading about it for over 20 years...so if you expected me to say "it was just steroid use", then no, i educate myself, on everything i do, BEFORE i do it, unlike some people\friends i knew, that back 20 years ago, where injecting vitamin B12 (because some dealer sold them) and they thought it was steroids.... without knowing you, and just by reading your first post, im somewhat like you.... but im way passed the caffeine , other then steroids, that i still currently use for 12 weeks on 12weeks off ( but i dont compete anymore).... i have probably tried every drug out there, other then injecting into the vein, because like you, i wanted to see, what the feeling was to be on that drug....i dont like marijuana, meth, crack, ash, cocaine ,acid, alcohol, all these drugs, gives me anxiety, and i cant control my brain, thats why i dont like them.... now, there is one drug that i like, and its MDMA , and to me, that drug should be legalized, but that's just my opinion.... to me and the wife, was the best drug we got introduced to , and saved my relation ship with her...i haven't used it since 2008, because i cant find anything good here where i live, but before 2008, i used to use it, at least once every 2 months or every time we went on vacation to mexico, jamaica, florida, cuba etc.......
So now you know a little more about my drug "experiment" use :-)
 
Yes my doctor told me to stay away from caffeine, alcohol, and marijuana. Actually marijuana is the reason I have a thread in the basic drug discussion about a benzodiazepine that could make me less anxious. The first time marijuana use which was three weeks ago or so made me incredibly paranoid and brought back a lot of youthful anxiety that scared the life out of me
 
Yes my doctor told me to stay away from caffeine, alcohol, and marijuana. Actually marijuana is the reason I have a thread in the basic drug discussion about a benzodiazepine that could make me less anxious. The first time marijuana use which was three weeks ago or so made me incredibly paranoid and brought back a lot of youthful anxiety that scared the life out of me

Ya, thats what marijuana did to me also..... its funny how it works different in a lot of people;some people smoke it to relax, some to have fun, some to sleep... i wish i could smoke it to relax and sleep, but the 3 times i smoked it, it give me anxiety, paranoid, heart rate went up, totally opposite from what happens to my friends.... i am on benzodiazepine for years now, but i find that i dont take it as much as used to... as long as i got them in my pocket im fine, if i forget then at home, for some reason, then i get bad anxiety... its all in our mind, i have it for years, so i can control it better now, there is also good books that you can buy, that helps you understand and deal with it.... my pills are called Alprazolam, most of the time i only take them now, IF i cant sleep....
 
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