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Bluelighter
Here I am.
Today i skipped my venlafaxine and valproic acid dose, unfortunately I didn't sleep much but a nice cup of coffee got me back on the rails. I hope my venlafaxine pause wont affect the experiment, however apart from coffe the i've just smoked a few cigs.
- 4:00pm
I ingested 16x4 betahistine pills. The therapeutic dose is 8/16mg 3 times a day due to it's short half life (3-4h).
- 4:25pm
I start to notice some sorto of awakening feeling, nothing like amphetamine but my motivatin to do things increased, I'm home alone and a bit bored and stressed since i spent an hour fixing my PC but the stress went away pretty fast. I start to feel some sort of slight tinging on my limbs.
- 4:45
Definite increase in blood pressure judging from the veins on my arms, but high blood pressure has never been a prblem for me since i normally have low blood pressure.
Psychologically, there is some nice nootropic feeling much higher than piracetam or aniracetam at high doses. The stimulation is kinda smooth I feel confident and motivated but still i can apreciate calmness, this might be due to the supposed gaba release potentials.
Music is just Fiiiine and I noticed some increased in sex drive which i used to miss during my venlafaxine days, that bothered me but now it's good to hear your dick say 'hello'.
- 5:00pm
The effects are still lasting, as i said before is nothing like the amphetamine boom, but a mild stimulation and psychological motivation, i later went on facebook and wrote commented to all the people i felt like when normally I'cant be bothered to answer to mails and such, in my opinion it truly has some nootropic potentials.
Event with high bood pressure, heart beat seems regular. I noticed some slight pupil dilatation when looking myself in the mirror even with side lights.
- 5:30 (now)
I was a bit bored, i am normally really bored so i decided to clean up my room and fix things here and there since my house is kind of falling apart. I wish I had a friend here with me to speak to to analyze any differences in comunication skills. The slight tingling on my arms is over but im still awake and calm at the same time. i'm now listening to the sounds of the city and contemplating about every single one of them.
I normally don't read a lot of books but as of now i believe my atention would be good enough to get involved in a story and not just wikipedia and such.
I'll be back soon!
Cheers
Today i skipped my venlafaxine and valproic acid dose, unfortunately I didn't sleep much but a nice cup of coffee got me back on the rails. I hope my venlafaxine pause wont affect the experiment, however apart from coffe the i've just smoked a few cigs.
- 4:00pm
I ingested 16x4 betahistine pills. The therapeutic dose is 8/16mg 3 times a day due to it's short half life (3-4h).
- 4:25pm
I start to notice some sorto of awakening feeling, nothing like amphetamine but my motivatin to do things increased, I'm home alone and a bit bored and stressed since i spent an hour fixing my PC but the stress went away pretty fast. I start to feel some sort of slight tinging on my limbs.
- 4:45
Definite increase in blood pressure judging from the veins on my arms, but high blood pressure has never been a prblem for me since i normally have low blood pressure.
Psychologically, there is some nice nootropic feeling much higher than piracetam or aniracetam at high doses. The stimulation is kinda smooth I feel confident and motivated but still i can apreciate calmness, this might be due to the supposed gaba release potentials.
Music is just Fiiiine and I noticed some increased in sex drive which i used to miss during my venlafaxine days, that bothered me but now it's good to hear your dick say 'hello'.
- 5:00pm
The effects are still lasting, as i said before is nothing like the amphetamine boom, but a mild stimulation and psychological motivation, i later went on facebook and wrote commented to all the people i felt like when normally I'cant be bothered to answer to mails and such, in my opinion it truly has some nootropic potentials.
Event with high bood pressure, heart beat seems regular. I noticed some slight pupil dilatation when looking myself in the mirror even with side lights.
- 5:30 (now)
I was a bit bored, i am normally really bored so i decided to clean up my room and fix things here and there since my house is kind of falling apart. I wish I had a friend here with me to speak to to analyze any differences in comunication skills. The slight tingling on my arms is over but im still awake and calm at the same time. i'm now listening to the sounds of the city and contemplating about every single one of them.
I normally don't read a lot of books but as of now i believe my atention would be good enough to get involved in a story and not just wikipedia and such.
I'll be back soon!
Cheers


